Does it ever stop

[Verse]
Does it ever stop?
The things we fear
It's like, I get over one
But then another one's there
Does it ever stop?
People I love, disappear
It's like I fall in love
Then there's nobody here

[Chorus]
Everytime I think i got it right
I'm blinded by the sharp knife, no chance to put up a fight 
Everywhere all around I see it in front of me
But I can't seem to stop,
What will be will be

[Verse]
Does it ever stop?
That feeling that I got you wrong
Or is it just me
Have I been blind all along
Maybe it did stop!
And I just couldn't see it
Cos I'm the one who's spinning round
And the reason, I am always in the shit

[Chorus]
Everytime I think i got it right
I'm blinded by the sharp knife, no chance to put up a fight 
Everywhere all around I see it in front of me
Theres a reason they say Carpe diem
What will be will be

[Instrumental]
[Dark Gothic chant choir]
[Guitar violin riff solo]

[Bridge]
I don't want to be like this
I don't want to always be the one who's in the shit
I just wanna know I'm not the cause of it
So
This it how I'm gonna make it out
And take back control
I proclaim, I won't be the same, and,
From now on... no matter how long
It
Takes...
This is how my life is gonna go

[Last Chorus]
Everytime I think i got it right
I'm blinded by the sharp knife, no chance to put up a fight 
Everywhere all around I see it in front of me
And now I'm in control of it
What will be, is not in the shit.

[Key change]
[Bridge]
[Outro]
[Last Chorus]

Female & Male Duo Trap Rap meets death Metal Hip Hop fast & slow, Fast kick drum violins catchy ballad