3AM Silence

3 in the morning, my head spinning

All I'm doing is reminiscing

From a time when no effort to be happy was needed

Wish once more I could feel it

My heart is heavy over nothing

But I keep on believing it's over something

Maybe there's more. Maybe there's not

To me, that would be a shock

Oh well, I'll just be in my room and rock

Making songs I enjoy

Playing games feeling no pain

Blocking every hurt, no need to be felt

All I will do is forget, until I have no memories left...

Ohh, hmm, I don’t know what I’m feelin’

Just vibes and the ceiling,

Talkin’ to the dark like it’s healin’

Ohh, hmm, maybe I’m just driftin’

Lost in the space I’m livin’

Tryna find a reason I’m still wishin’

Hmm, yeah, maybe it’s alright

Just me and the silence tonight

Ohh, hmm… maybe that’s life

I will try and keep on trying

But all they ever do is keep lying

But really, I don't care anymore

My mind is just flying

I just keep the love I have safe in my core

When times are right, I'll share

Hopefully, it won't be too much to bear

I really do care

But it's hard to be kind

When all that's left to feel is hurt in your mind...

Ohh, hmm, maybe I’m still dreamin’

Talkin’ low to the night, barely breathin’

Hmm, yeah, maybe it’s fine

Just me and the silence, killin’ time

Ohh, hmm, I don’t know what I’m feelin’

Just vibes and the ceiling,

Talkin’ to the dark like it’s healin’

Ohh, hmm, maybe I’m just driftin’

Lost in the space I’m livin’

Tryna find a reason I’m still wishin’

Hmm, yeah, maybe it’s alright

Just me and the silence tonight

Ohh, hmm… maybe that’s life

Sometimes I fade, sometimes I fight

Lost in the quiet between wrong and right

But maybe these cracks let the light sneak through

And maybe that’s where I’ll find what’s true

So I'll lay back, let the silence stay

One more night just fades away

No memories, no pain, no fight

Just me, the dark, and a little light...

Hmm… maybe that’s life

.....

T.S