3AM Silence

[Verse 1]
3 in the morning, my head spinning 
All I'm doing is reminiscing 
From a time when no effort to be happy was needed 
Wish once more I could feel it 
My heart is heavy over nothing 
But I keep on believing it's over something 
Maybe there's more. Maybe there's not 
To me, that would be a shock 
Oh well, I'll just be in my room and rock 
Making songs I enjoy 
Playing games feeling no pain 
Blocking every hurt, no need to be felt 
All I will do is forget, until I have no memories left...
[Chorus]
Ohh, hmm, I don’t know what I’m feelin’
Just vibes and the ceiling,
Talkin’ to the dark like it’s healin’
Ohh, hmm, maybe I’m just driftin’
Lost in the space I’m livin’
Tryna find a reason I’m still wishin’
Hmm, yeah, maybe it’s alright
Just me and the silence tonight
Ohh, hmm… maybe that’s life
[Verse 2]
I will try and keep on trying 
But all they ever do is keep lying
But really, I don't care anymore 
My mind is just flying 
I just keep the love I have safe in my core 
When times are right, I'll share 
Hopefully, it won't be too much to bear
I really do care 
But it's hard to be kind 
When all that's left to feel is hurt in your mind...
[Pre-Chorus]
Ohh, hmm, maybe I’m still dreamin’
Talkin’ low to the night, barely breathin’
Hmm, yeah, maybe it’s fine
Just me and the silence, killin’ time
[Chorus]
Ohh, hmm, I don’t know what I’m feelin’
Just vibes and the ceiling,
Talkin’ to the dark like it’s healin’
Ohh, hmm, maybe I’m just driftin’
Lost in the space I’m livin’
Tryna find a reason I’m still wishin’
Hmm, yeah, maybe it’s alright
Just me and the silence tonight
Ohh, hmm… maybe that’s life
[Bridge] 
Sometimes I fade, sometimes I fight
Lost in the quiet between wrong and right
But maybe these cracks let the light sneak through
And maybe that’s where I’ll find what’s true
[Outro]
So I'll lay back, let the silence stay
One more night just fades away
No memories, no pain, no fight
Just me, the dark, and a little light...
Hmm… maybe that’s life
.....
T.S

Alternative R&B, lo-fi