##Voice: WorldPatternz## Sometimes I wish I could just stay asleep man ## Hook: Sometimes I don't know why I feel this way Depression creeping in, stealing my day Mom deserves better than the pain I bring But my mind's at war and I can't find peace Sometimes I don't know why I feel this way Borderline got me lost in the maze Trying to break free from this mental cage But the darkness follows me page by page ## Verse 1: Woke up this morning with that weight on my chest Don't even know why I'm feeling so stressed BPD got me spinning, emotions all twisted Mom's trying to help but I keep being distant She's my rock, she's my anchor, she's all that I got But when I'm hurting I push her away and it's not What I want, what I mean, now I'm stuck in regret Spiral deeper down, haven't climbed out yet ## Hook: Sometimes I don't know why I feel this way Depression creeping in, stealing my day Mom deserves better than the pain I bring But my mind's at war and I can't find peace Sometimes I don't know why I feel this way Borderline got me lost in the maze Trying to break free from this mental cage But the darkness follows me page by page ## Verse 2: CPS case got my mind all tangled Past relationships left me mangled Thoughts consuming every breath I take Clear my head but for heaven's sake Used to find relief in natural healing Mushrooms showed me what real peace was feeling But there's another demon that I fight Crystal whispers calling in the night Don't wanna relapse, don't wanna fall Back to that poison that destroyed it all But some days depression consumes it all Fighting battles that nobody sees Praying one day I'll find inner peace ## Bridge: Mom, I'm sorry for the storms I bring You deserve flowers, not this suffering I see your love even when I'm blind One day I'll heal, leave the pain behind ## Hook: yea yea yea Sometimes I don't know why I feel this way Depression creeping in, stealing my day Mom deserves better than the pain I bring But my mind's at war and I can't find peace Sometimes I don't know why I feel this way Borderline got me lost in the maze Trying to break free from this mental cage But the darkness follows me page by page ## Outro: This is my truth, this is my fight Searching for dawn in the endless night BPD won't define who I become My story's not over, it's just begun

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