Down

##Voice: WorldPatternz##

Sometimes I wish I could just stay asleep man

## Hook:

Sometimes I don't know why I feel this way

Depression creeping in, stealing my day

Mom deserves better than the pain I bring

But my mind's at war and I can't find peace

Sometimes I don't know why I feel this way

Borderline got me lost in the maze

Trying to break free from this mental cage

But the darkness follows me page by page

## Verse 1:

Woke up this morning with that weight on my chest

Don't even know why I'm feeling so stressed

BPD got me spinning, emotions all twisted

Mom's trying to help but I keep being distant

She's my rock, she's my anchor, she's all that I got

But when I'm hurting I push her away and it's not

What I want, what I mean, now I'm stuck in regret

Spiral deeper down, haven't climbed out yet

## Hook:

Sometimes I don't know why I feel this way

Depression creeping in, stealing my day

Mom deserves better than the pain I bring

But my mind's at war and I can't find peace

Sometimes I don't know why I feel this way

Borderline got me lost in the maze

Trying to break free from this mental cage

But the darkness follows me page by page

## Verse 2:

CPS case got my mind all tangled

Past relationships left me mangled

Thoughts consuming every breath I take

Clear my head but for heaven's sake

Used to find relief in natural healing

Mushrooms showed me what real peace was feeling

But there's another demon that I fight

Crystal whispers calling in the night

Don't wanna relapse, don't wanna fall

Back to that poison that destroyed it all

But some days depression consumes it all

Fighting battles that nobody sees

Praying one day I'll find inner peace

## Bridge:

Mom, I'm sorry for the storms I bring

You deserve flowers, not this suffering

I see your love even when I'm blind

One day I'll heal, leave the pain behind

## Hook:

yea yea yea

Sometimes I don't know why I feel this way

Depression creeping in, stealing my day

Mom deserves better than the pain I bring

But my mind's at war and I can't find peace

Sometimes I don't know why I feel this way

Borderline got me lost in the maze

Trying to break free from this mental cage

But the darkness follows me page by page

## Outro:

This is my truth, this is my fight

Searching for dawn in the endless night

BPD won't define who I become

My story's not over, it's just begun