So Alone

My heart is filled with burden,

My soul is alone.

The pressure builds and builds;

My head aches with every thought.

God! Where are you?

Help me! I am in great pain,

I am so alone.

I am frightened of the world you created.

The quietness;

The silence,

It lies around me, reaching out.

The Darkness engulfs me and I am afraid.

Why have you left me?

I am so alone.

My life is worthless, I hate it!

My heart is heavy with sadness

I am so alone.

I can"t continue! I can"t!

In this world of communication.

No one understands,

No one cares.

Damn you! Damn you! John,

Why did you die?

Why did you leave me?

I need you, I love you, you understood.

My mind is blurred from the confusion,

The pain it grows and grows.

My body hurts, I want to be with you.

I don"t want to be alone.

Let me come with you, let me share the eternal darkness of your grave.

I want to touch you once again.

Don"t leave me alone to face this life of loneliness.

Take me to your paradise

So you won"t be so alone.