So Alone

My heart is filled with burden,
My soul is alone.
The pressure builds and builds;
My head aches with every thought.
God! Where are you?
Help me! I am in great pain,
I am so alone.

I am frightened of the world you created.
The quietness;
The silence,
It lies around me, reaching out.
The Darkness engulfs me and I am afraid.
Why have you left me?
I am so alone.

My life is worthless, I hate it!
My heart is heavy with sadness
I am so alone.

I can"t continue! I can"t!
In this world of communication.
No one understands,
No one cares.
Damn you! Damn you! John,
Why did you die?
Why did you leave me?
I need you, I love you, you understood.
My mind is blurred from the confusion,
The pain it grows and grows.
My body hurts, I want to be with you.
I don"t want to be alone.

Let me come with you, let me share the eternal darkness of your grave.
I want to touch you once again.
Don"t leave me alone to face this life of loneliness.
Take me to your paradise
So you won"t be so alone.

Country, Folk, Storytelling 
Depressive Depressive