(Look been lucid dreaming how can I) Look how can you trust another soul after feeling so much pain from love I know I’m chosen she wonder why I never go out all I do is lay down & scroll cause I’m chilling by myself how Can you love the same after feeling sick to your stomach after watching your girl leave you cold I chase money cause it’s My inner peace i wanna move out the state start fresh no one ever checks on me everybody knows my face ever Since my case i barely get sleep toss & turning what do you do when your emotions can’t function right I know my Goals so I gotta make it there I don’t see myself falling in love ever again all it did was bring me depression some Times I wanna go to London change my name get famous then isolate from the past I changed no matter how I felt When I see couples happy inlove makes me feel lonely cause nobody’s there for me they say I gotta stop smoking but I’m slowly killing my lungs anything’s better then being alone with my thoughts gave to many people my heart & they Ripped it out always telling me I’ll make it through but sometimes it doesn’t feel like it the nights get colder when I’m by Myself how can you love when the person you gave your all to betrayed you what do I do when depression Comes back I run to the mic that’s how I cope see I’m tryna make 10 figures but this stress make shit hard the lessons I Learned this year reflect on me I just hope it was worth leaving me cold cause now I’m chasing bread to find My peace (how can you move on after leaving me cold) I’ve been stuck in my head don’t get me wrong I’m sure There’s some one out there but I’m still so lonely nobody calling my line so I get high to feel better about myself bro People change up so quick even when the odds are against me I ain’t get a good nights rest in months I want sleep But I can’t keep my mind off shit that I’ve been through my feelings weak people take love for granted that’s Something I’ll never understand when i get rich I’m screaming so long ima move out state change my name ima Become a ghost in your memory what can I do when my hearts so cold all the shit I did for you was it worth leaving Me behind see I’m always in the studio I hope you see what you did to me I hope it makes you think I hope you learned Your lesson cause I’m never coming back that’s a promise I’ll keep (how can you love after leaving me in the cold)

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