Not A Good New Year's Eve

{Intro}
Ay ay
Sitting on a couch miserable 
Boy do I got a story to tell
One moment fine the next not so well

{Verse 1}
Over here alone in isolation 
I just don't feel like celebratin
When everyone thinks I'm contagious 
No talkin' no complainin'
No vote no congregation
I have to deal with my own damnation

{Pre-Chorus}
Wish I can go back in time
Just tried doin what was right
Now feels like I'm paying for a crime
No more rhymes that's fine

{Chorus} 
Head hurts bad stuffy nose
Toilet paper another blow
Tossing here turning there
Can't breathe no oxygen or air
Drowsy eyes so sleepy
It's so hard to go to sleep

{Verse 2}
Up in an apartment it's so quiet
People downstairs making lots of racket
Bout to go down and start a riot 
Not my day I just can't stand it
Alone with my thoughts just too private
I'm at war with my giants

{Pre-Chorus}
Wish I can go back in time
Just tried doin what was right
Now feels like I'm paying for a crime
No more rhymes that's fine

{Chorus} 
Head hurts bad stuffy nose
Toilet paper another blow
Tossing here turning there
Can't breathe no oxygen or air
Drowsy eyes so sleepy
It's so hard to go to sleep

{Bridge}
About to fall in a dark pit
Doubts crossing my mind this is my punishment 
I just need some reassurance 
That I will overcome this
It's just so hard not to quit

{Chorus} 
Head hurts bad stuffy nose
Toilet paper another blow
Tossing here turning there
Can't breathe no oxygen or air
Drowsy eyes so sleepy
It's so hard to go to sleep

{Outro}
Ay ay 
Everything will be ok 
I have a God who can do all things 
So this will pass it's just temporary 

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