[Verse 1]
Heart on the table
Crushed in a line
Every good memory
Cut with the high
Staring at baggies
Like they were friends
Ounce of that dro
Turned to the end
[Pre-Chorus]
Eyes heavy, hands shake
I say I’m fine, I fake
You call, I let it ring
I’m scared of what you’ll say
[Chorus]
My heart is broken because of drugs
Ripped it open just to feel a buzz
I keep reaching for a poison touch
I feel doped up
I feel doped up
It’s hard just being sober in this room
Every thought of you comes back too soon
I keep wishing I could cut it loose
But I feel doped up
I feel doped up (yeah)
[Verse 2]
Ash in the sink
Phone on the floor
Ghosts in my veins
Knocking the door
Counting the scars
Under my sleeve
Every small promise
I didn’t keep
[Pre-Chorus]
Cold sweats, slow days
I try to pray, I shake
You text, I start to type
Then choke on what I say
[Chorus]
My heart is broken because of drugs
Ripped it open just to feel a buzz
I keep reaching for a poison touch
I feel doped up
I feel doped up
It’s hard just being sober in this room
Every thought of you comes back too soon
I keep wishing I could cut it loose
But I feel doped up
I feel doped up (oh)
[Bridge]
If I pour it down the drain
Will you ever trust me?
If I make it through this pain
Will you even want me?
Talking to my shadow
Like it knows the way home
I’m tired of this battle
But I’m scared to be alone
[Chorus]
My heart is broken because of drugs
Ripped it open just to feel a buzz
I keep reaching for a poison touch
I feel doped up
I feel doped up
It’s hard just being sober in this room
Every thought of you comes back too soon
I keep wishing I could cut it loose
But I feel doped up
I feel doped up (hey)