I will stay clean

Here I am again.  I have been here many times before. I hate it every time. I don't want to feel it anymore.  I want it to go away.  I'm happy where I am in my life right now. And it would just ruin it all.
I have been clean 8 years now, and I still crave it from time to time. I don't want to go back, though. 
I don't want to go back to it at all. I don't miss anything about it other than the escape from my mind. But I can cope with my mind. I don't need it. I will not have it again.  I will stay strong
I have been clean 8 years now, and I still crave it from time to time. I don't want to go back, though. 
I will not go back. I can make it through.  One day at a time, I will survive another day without.  I can do this. I can stay clean. I'm happy with where I am in my life now. 
I have been clean 8 years now, and I still crave it from time to time. I don't want to go back, though. 
I will make it through. I will stay clean. I am strong enough. And so are you
We are strong enough to stay clean

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