All Alone, I Face

Hello my tender love,
You messaged me this morning but I was still asleep so you missed me. 
I responded to your message but you still haven't responded to me. 
I know you are very busy but here I am, I am so afraid of losing you my love that I love so much. 
Yes, I'm afraid of losing you because you are a super star of international English cinema and I'm nothing. 
Not that I devalue myself. 
But you are surrounded and adored by so many very pretty women that I still have a lot of fears that you will fall in love with a woman other than me. 
I am a very ordinary woman and also very poor and disabled. 
I wonder how you can love a woman like me, you who are so beautiful and so famous. 
No matter how much you tell me you love me, I still have these fears deep in my heart. 
I love you so much my love Joseph. 
My heart is sad without you by my side. He's cold, freezing cold because I love you so much that I miss you so much. 
I'm starting to discover what life is like when you hang out with a super star and it's not always easy on a daily basis, no it's not very easy especially when you have a lot of disabilities like me. 
I adore you my Joseph, I am beginning to need you so much, not for your fortune, but for your person. 
I await the day of your visit with so much impatience that I hope it will come true and as quickly as possible my tender love. 
I can only offer you my heart unfortunately because I don't have money to spoil you at the moment and that makes me unhappy. 
I love you so dearly my Joseph, I already miss you so much. 
Oh cool, you just messaged me and told me you love me and that you were at the gym and you're going to take a shower and eat chips and chicken for lunch. 
I love you so much my sweet Joseph. 
The minutes are very long without you for me. 
I miss you so much my beautiful Joseph. 
You are truly the king of my heart. 
I know you are an admirable man to me but sometimes I lack self-confidence. 
Forgive me, darling, for this flaw. 
I love you so much my love, you are the man of my life my love. 

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