I'm not very good at expressing my feelings, except on paper.
I've done things in my life that I'm not proud of. I will answer for them. I've hurt the people closest to me. It breaks my heart, all I can say is that I'm sorry and ask for forgiveness. I'm truly sorry from the bottom of my heart. As deep as the sea. I will never forgive myself for all the pain I've caused.
I pray for forgiveness and give it to the higher power above.
I will meet my maker in the end and hopefully will be forgiven on that judgement day. Our good Lord forgives each and everyone of us. Thank you for being such a forgiving God.
I try to be a good person now and to do the right thing, with your help . Help me to forgive myself so I may move forward in life. That others will be able to forgive me as life continues.
I know with prayer everyday I will eventually forgive myself, only in prayer everyday.