Hold Me Together

There were nights I couldn’t breathe
Heart on the floor, hands on my knees
Trying to make sense of the mess I made
And the weight I couldn’t outrun or escape

I didn’t call, I didn’t pray
Didn’t think You’d want me that way
But somehow in the quiet of it all
I felt something when I should’ve felt the fall

No, I don’t have the words
No, I don’t have the proof
But I’ve felt something real
And I know it wasn’t me pulling through

Something’s been holding me together
When I should’ve come undone
Through the storm and through the pressure
I was never the only one

Call it hope or something better
I just know where I’ve been
Every time I hit my breaking
Something pulls me back again

I don’t know how to explain it
I just know it’s true
Something’s been holding me together
And I think it might be You

I’ve been lost in my own head
Said some things I wish I never said
Turned my back, walked my own way
Still You never walked away

And I don’t understand that kind of grace
Why I’m still standing in this place
But every road I thought would lead to the end
Somehow led me back again

No, I don’t have it figured out
I still question everything
But I’ve felt peace in the middle of doubt
And that’s enough for me

Something’s been holding me together
When I should’ve come undone
Through the storm and through the pressure
I was never the only one

Call it hope or something better
I just know where I’ve been
Every time I hit my breaking
Something pulls me back again

I don’t know how to explain it
I just know it’s true
Something’s been holding me together
And I think it might be You

I didn’t earn it, didn’t deserve it
Still it never let me go
In the silence, in the hurting
I was never on my own

Maybe I don’t have the answers
Maybe I don’t need to
If love keeps showing up like this
Then I already know the truth

Something’s been holding me together
Every time I almost break
Through the chaos, through the weather
Through every single mistake

Call it faith or call it whatever
I don’t need the proof
I’ve felt it in my darkest moments
And I know it carried me through

I don’t know how to explain it
But I know it’s true
Something’s been holding me together…
And I know it’s You

Yeah… I know it’s You

Female, Alternative Pop