Rendering a Rendition of Rend

#Voice: WorldPatternz#

# Verse 1

Knocking me off my feet

Disrupting my reality

Augmenting everything I see

Multiplying my gravity

Let me get a feel for ya

Make a fucking deal for ya

With the devil, my soul I'd sell for ya

Catch a case, write a will

Bitch I'd fucking kill for ya

# Pre-Chorus

But maybe I gotta take a step back

The way I've been neglecting myself

Kinda whack...

Please lord would you cut me some slack

If I try to relax because the fact

Of the matter is

I've let a part of me die

Just so I wouldn't have to see you cry

See me struggle? Watch me try

Try to be your white knight

Be your Mr. nice guy

But...but

# Bridge

Gotta treat myself better

No more deals for the devil

Sit back my guy enjoy the sunny weather

Because I know what's real

The things I do for you you wouldn't do for me

But you'd lie and say you would, you're skilled

At knocking me off my feet

Disrupting my reality

# Verse 2

I say I've been ripped asunder

From your atmosphere

How the fuck could you survive in here

Broke my legs running in fear

I'd ask for help but I know you won't hear

So I'm crawling my way back home

I've been neglecting myself, kinda wack huh?

Been acting stupid since cupid shot my back

Starting to clear the fog

(Knocking me off my feet

Disrupting my reality

Augmenting everything I see

Multiplying my gravity)2x* yea.....oh oh..oh Yeah?

# Rapid Freestyle

Yeah, check it - rapid fire thoughts in my brain

Doubting yo claims, no more playing your games

Self-love campaign, washing away all the stains

You left on my soul, now I'm back in control

Taking the wheel, learning what's fake and what's real

Time to heal, no more kneeling, got that sealed

Deal with the devil cancelled, I'm back on my channel

World knows his worth, rebirth from the earth

What's it worth to lose yourself for someone else?

Mental health over wealth, stealth mode on myself

Shelf all the doubt, route out the clout

Shout to the mirror "I'm getting clearer"

Nearer to peace, release from your leash

At least now I see who I'm meant to be

# Outro

Every night I lie awake replaying scenes

Of how you pulled me in like gravity

Now I'm floating through the void, debris

What's left of me scattered endlessly

Your love was like a drug I couldn't quit

Had me high then dropped me down a pit

Self-respect? I threw away every bit

Now I'm sober facing all this shit

Looking at myself through clearer eyes

No more feeding myself pretty lies

This pain I feel, it's my rebirth disguised

Standing on my own as your spell dies