[Verse 1]
Black book in my hand
Names on every page
I been countin' losses
Turnin' hurt to wage
Cold rice in the pan
Still I made it stretch
She say, "How you this calm?"
I got knives in my chest
New coat, same scars
Same cracked front step
Mama heard me cough once
Then I lost my breath
I don't sleep, I plot
I don't talk, I move
Every room get small
When I step in through
[Pre-Chorus]
Hold up
Hear that pressure rise
Hold up
See it in my eyes
Every little favor
Come back with a tooth
If you want that real
Better tell the truth
[Chorus]
No sleep ledger
No sleep ledger
Count my scars, count my wins
No sleep ledger
No sleep ledger
No sleep ledger
Say my name, then step back
No sleep ledger
[Verse 2]
Gray smoke on my hoodie
Rain on the doormat
Phone light blink once
I don't call, I fold that
I seen fake love freeze
On a metal tray
I seen pride get thin
Then it melt away
My folks keep prayers
In a chipped glass dish
I keep heavy thoughts
In a locked tight fist
If the night want mine
It can try, it can try
But I learned that fear
Need a place to die
[Pre-Chorus]
Hold up
Hear that pressure rise
Hold up
See it in my eyes
Every little favor
Come back with a tooth
If you want that real
Better tell the truth
[Chorus]
No sleep ledger
No sleep ledger
Count my scars, count my wins
No sleep ledger
No sleep ledger
No sleep ledger
Say my name, then step back
No sleep ledger
[Bridge]
Pale hands on the wheel
I don't drift, I steer
Whole block seen me fall
Then I reappear
One bruise, two storms
Still the steps stay clean
I got fire in my throat
And a debt in my jeans
[Chorus]
No sleep ledger
No sleep ledger
Count my scars, count my wins
No sleep ledger
No sleep ledger
No sleep ledger
Say my name, then step back
No sleep ledger