[Intro]
[Deep, steady breath]
I’m here.
I actually made it through the door.
[Light, rhythmic tapping on a desk]
It’s different when the light hits.
(Yeah)
[Verse 1]
Staring at a different ceiling tonight
Not the one where the shadows used to fight
Got a letter on the table, ink still wet
The first "yes" I’ve heard since the sun went set
My hands are still shaking, but for something new
Not from the hunger or the "what do I do?"
I walked in that lobby like I said I would
Stood on the spot where the villain once stood
But I didn’t see a ghost, I didn’t see a lie
I saw a man who refused to let his dreams die.
[Chorus]
I was thinking 'bout ending it all
But look at the ink on the line
I was feeling so worthless and small
But now I’m reclaiming my time
I turned all that pain into power
I bloomed in my darkest hour
I was thinking 'bout ending it all
But today I’ma live for me, live for me (yeah).
[Verse 2]
The uniform fits a little tight on the chest
But it feels like a shield, it feels like a rest
First paycheck coming, and I already know
It’s more than just money, it’s room to grow
I called up my mama, heard her voice on the line
She said, "I told you, baby, you’d eventually shine"
I’m still the same person who was down in the dirt
But I’m learning the value of all of that hurt
I’m not "dead weight" in the breakroom mirror
The vision of who I am is finally clearer.
[Pre-Chorus]
I used to scroll through the "no's" and the "nothings"
Now I’m the one who is finally becoming
The silence I built from is starting to speak
And the voice that it’s using is no longer weak.
[Chorus]
I was thinking 'bout ending it all
But look at the ink on the line
I was feeling so worthless and small
But now I’m reclaiming my time
I turned all that pain into power
I bloomed in my darkest hour
I was thinking 'bout ending it all
But today I’ma live for me, live for me (hey).
[Bridge]
Clock in
Clock out
No fear
No doubt
I’m not a resume, I’m a soul
I’m not a vacancy, I’m whole
I’m still here, still breathing
I’m still here, succeeding
The "termination talk" is dead and gone
I’m the architect of my own dawn.
[Verse 3]
I know there are others still staring at walls
Thinking the world doesn't hear when they call
I wish I could tell 'em, "Just hold on a beat"
There’s a different path for your tired feet
I pour my kindness into every new face
Because I remember the coldness of that space
I’m a survivor, and I’m a provider
And the fire inside me is only getting wider.
[Chorus]
I was thinking 'bout ending it all
But look at the ink on the line
I was feeling so worthless and small
But now I’m reclaiming my time
I turned all that pain into power
I bloomed in my darkest hour
I was thinking 'bout ending it all
But today I’ma live for me, live for me (yeah, yeah).
[Outro]
[Sound of a pen clicking]
Signed.
Sealed.
Delivered.
I’m not expired.
I’m just getting started.
(Yeah)
Fight for you.
Always fight for you.
[Fading heartbeat rhythm]
Stay.
Just stay.