Into Myself

[Intro]
Static in my chest
Screen burn in my head
Scroll till my eyes sting
Still feel half-dead
[Verse 1]
Yeah, I been ghostin' in my own room
Blue glow, blackout curtains at noon
Heart race from the caffeine fumes
But my soul move slow like a loading room
Click-clack on the keys, that’s my jawline
Grinding through the night like a fault line
Every thought glitch out, then rewind
Every fear pop up in the bar line
I see the cracks in the mirror like a timeline
Kid with the headphones, red eyes, fine
Said I’d grow out of all this, I’m tryin’
But I still make friends with the dark each time
[Chorus]
Into myself
Like I’m falling down a well, can’t hear no one else
Into myself
Every scar on my shelf, I just stack, I just dwell
Into myself
Where the demons don’t yell, they just sit, they just swell
Into myself
Into myself
[Verse 2]
Got a rage in my ribs like a drum fill
Got a numb in my brain, that’s a standstill
I don’t flex for the net, that’s a landfill
Every fake lil’ smile make my hands chill
[low vocal register] I been talking to the ceiling, it don’t talk back
Screamin’ in my hoodie, zipper like a straight-jack
Friends hit my phone, I just let it stay black
Missed calls pile up like an ash stack
But I’m still here, bare teeth to the sunrise
Mascara on the sink, that’s a blood tide
Therapist say “breathe,” I just tongue-tie
So I scream on the mic till the wires cry
[Pre-Chorus]
[whispered vocals] I’m not okay, but I’m honest
That’s gotta count for somethin’, right?
If I cave in, if I plummet
Would you dive, would you dive, would you dive
[Chorus]
Into myself
Like I’m falling down a well, can’t hear no one else
Into myself
Every scar on my shelf, I just stack, I just dwell
Into myself
Where the demons don’t yell, they just sit, they just swell
Into myself
Into myself
[Bridge]
[crescendo] Let the drums swing wild, let the floor bend
If the world cave in, that’s a godsend
I been dying to restart, hit the port again
Pull the cord from the wall, feel the storm end
[glitch vocal] “I–I–I–I” jitter in my own skin
Replay every wrong like a rerun sin
But there’s light in the crack where the pain been
If I dive deep enough, I might climb in
[Chorus]

rap, Glitched trap-metal hybrid with swung hats and stuttering edits, distorted 808s and detuned bells. Male vocals pushed forward, verses barked and muttered over crushed guitars and crunchy sidechains; hook jumps to nightcore-tinged harmonies with bitcrushed delays. Mid-song breakdown drops to half-time witchy pads and filtered drums before exploding back with layered screams and ad-libs., metal, beats, witch house, metalcore, swing, hip hop, hard rock, emo, nu metal, glitch hop, glitch, rock, hardcore