Weight Of Me

[Intro]
heartbeat slow…
eyes heavy…
world muted…
I’m here… but barely.

[Verse 1]
I wake and drag through static skies,
mind a storm I can’t untie.
Every thought echoes “worthless,”
every step feels like a lie.

I smile to hide the cracks inside,
laugh at life, but I just slide.
The weight of me is constant,
pressure I can’t deny.

[Pre-Chorus]
I’m screaming loud, but no one hears,
trapped in the fog of my own fears.
I want to run, I want to fight,
but I’m stuck in shadows of the night.

[Chorus]
Depression’s a storm I can’t escape,
chains I didn’t forge but still feel like fate.
I’m here, I’m alive, but it’s hollow inside,
carrying worlds I can’t set aside.

[Verse 2]
Sleep won’t come, my mind won’t pause,
every memory a flashing cause.
I try to hold on, I try to care,
but the quiet whispers “you’re not there.”

Even laughter feels too loud,
even friends feel like a crowd.
I want connection, I want to breathe,
but I’m underwater, can’t surface, can’t leave.

[Pre-Chorus]
Every day is a climb unseen,
fighting battles that no one’s seen.
I try to speak, I try to break through,
but the words get swallowed before they do.

[Chorus]
Depression’s a storm I can’t escape,
chains I didn’t forge but still feel like fate.
I’m here, I’m alive, but it’s hollow inside,
carrying worlds I can’t set aside.

[Bridge]
I want help — I want light,
I want my shadow to take flight.
I’m tired, I’m raw, I’m worn, I’m real,
just wishing for something to heal.

[Outro]
heartbeat slow…
eyes heavy…
world muted…
I’m here…
still here…
barely…

Female,alternative rock/emo electro pop/edm,synth undertones,emotional,strong vocals