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So tired of drugs , they really have done a number on my family and friends this last 2 years have been hell which is kind of ironic considering that  I gave drugs up But some how the drugs keep taking and taking, I got off drugs by summiting my will to God whole heartily I’m  thankful it really was not as hard as I often heard but what’s hard is watching the drugs rule control and destroy so many I love  I lay in bed and sometimes I can’t stop the river of tears that seem to come and flow every chance they get , Faith is one of the hardest pills to swallow when all you have is the tears to Chase it down , I use to think why me but I do see reality and I do see that drugs have taken over so many lives and some of the-lives  we may never see again and some will continually  to do what ever it takes for the next hit . So what is the answer can we fix this . Some say  get away from them all , some say pray and give it to God  and I see this is all  I can do because it’s out of my hands   But continues to hurt me .

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