[Verse]
Knife edge of the night cuts deep through the soul
Heavy's the weight I carry can't make me whole
Eyes to the dark but I feel you near
A whisper in the silence drowns out my fear
[Chorus]
Even when it's suicide when I'm falling apart
I got my kids I got their love their mom's heart
I believe in God through the shadows and crying
I will keep praying hold on I'm still trying
[Verse 2]
Storm raging loud makes the heart deaf to calm
But there’s a steady hand in the chaos and psalm
Words of the weary echo sharp they sting
But faith's a soft echo with a lion's wing
[Chorus]
Even when it's suicide when I'm falling apart
I got my kids I got their love their mom's heart
I believe in God through the shadows and crying
I will keep praying hold on I'm still trying
[Bridge]
Crash and burn but there’s flames lit in hope
Ropes of my despair can't tighten the slope
Upwards there's still a light faint as a dream
Guides me through madness through this violent stream
[Chorus]
Even when it's suicide when I'm falling apart
I got my kids I got their love their mom's heart
I believe in God through the shadows and crying
I will keep praying hold on I'm still trying