I feel

I feel sad thinking about my death 
It sucks when you know ain't much time left
So I'm always depressed can't find a purpose
Being all alone makes the situation worsen
I can't think right there goes my agenda 
Who do I reach out no family or friends huh
Only to an extent not much to depend on
So I keep to myself put my pretend on
Try to put a smile not in awhile 
A man can only take so much but fuck suicidal 
Life is always good even through the hard times
I got no money not even a part time
I'm just broke and Internally I'm broken
I struggle to just have some hopeman
Used to be a postman but fuck that
I'm better than that so I show all my love back
In the presence of God is always the devil close 
I owe everything to God so I settle those 
Because I'm on my way everything is ok 
I feel sad I just want to be a part of your day
I feel sick, tired of the bullshit
And it drives me crazy because it's something I will never forget
I will never forget you
No matter what I do I can't forget about you
And it's true you never know how you love until it's gone
We belong together don't you see that was your song
Not anybody else but you
I'm going crazy I'm going crazy don't know what to do
How do I live I just didn't
How to live again just thought about quitting
Can you imagine living with the world  against you
I'm failing like my heart no where to turn to
It was meant to be it was death to me
The whole world is just a mess to me
What would you do I need some fuckin help
The devil is right here but he can go back to hell
Take your witches with you they don't know how to spell
No hocus pocus they just tattle tell
Snitches the witches is bitches
Which is a dead fuckin witness
But that's a different story no woman no cry
Can you see why, I already died
I tried it sucks when you have to wave the white flag
I don't want anything but my life back
I can't fight back I'm so emotional drained
I'm stuck in the storm constantly pouring rain
My poor brain can't shut it off I keep hearing voices 
Innie minnie miney Moe fuck all my choices

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