I feel

I feel sad thinking about my death

It sucks when you know ain't much time left

So I'm always depressed can't find a purpose

Being all alone makes the situation worsen

I can't think right there goes my agenda

Who do I reach out no family or friends huh

Only to an extent not much to depend on

So I keep to myself put my pretend on

Try to put a smile not in awhile

A man can only take so much but fuck suicidal

Life is always good even through the hard times

I got no money not even a part time

I'm just broke and Internally I'm broken

I struggle to just have some hopeman

Used to be a postman but fuck that

I'm better than that so I show all my love back

In the presence of God is always the devil close

I owe everything to God so I settle those

Because I'm on my way everything is ok

I feel sad I just want to be a part of your day

I feel sick, tired of the bullshit

And it drives me crazy because it's something I will never forget

I will never forget you

No matter what I do I can't forget about you

And it's true you never know how you love until it's gone

We belong together don't you see that was your song

Not anybody else but you

I'm going crazy I'm going crazy don't know what to do

How do I live I just didn't

How to live again just thought about quitting

Can you imagine living with the world against you

I'm failing like my heart no where to turn to

It was meant to be it was death to me

The whole world is just a mess to me

What would you do I need some fuckin help

The devil is right here but he can go back to hell

Take your witches with you they don't know how to spell

No hocus pocus they just tattle tell

Snitches the witches is bitches

Which is a dead fuckin witness

But that's a different story no woman no cry

Can you see why, I already died

I tried it sucks when you have to wave the white flag

I don't want anything but my life back

I can't fight back I'm so emotional drained

I'm stuck in the storm constantly pouring rain

My poor brain can't shut it off I keep hearing voices

Innie minnie miney Moe fuck all my choices