Dark Nights

In the dark nights I cry

With the thoughts of who I’m meant to be

I can’t sleep, this insomnia

It’s shredding the strength and blood out of me

It makes my knees weak

Nothing helps, my cuts still bleed

They’re way too deep for me

Like echoes of the war inside my mind

No one sees what I really need

So I scream where I can hide

In the darkest of nights

I hear the whispers in my head

They won’t leave, they want me dead

Just leave me alone, leave me in peace

Don’t wanna stay, I just want a release

I want to LIVEEE—but I’m barely holding on

Silent screams in the night ’til all of my hope is gone!

Darkest of nights, they silence everything

I just want to burn and watch what the shadows bring

Yeah, I just want to burn

Let this dark night turn to the demons within.

The darkest nights are born

To strip me of my soul!

There’s no tomorrow waiting anyway

So why do I try so hard to be whole?

I’ve carried this pain I can’t explain

It’s etched behind my eyes

Can’t fake a smile, I can’t stop the rain

As another piece of me dies within

I hear the whispers in my head

Sick of the lies, sick of the dread

Just leave me alone, leave me in peace

I need a break, I need a release from the dark nights ahead.

I want to LIVEEE—but I’m barely holding on

Silent screams in the night ’til all of my hope is gone

Darkest of nights, they silence everything

I just want to burn and watch what the shadows brings

Yeah, I just want to burn in this hell that’s holding onto me.

Untold is the story that’s forgotten

But I’m not lost, just never found

I scream so loud, but no one listens

In this silence, I drown

Tried so hard to keep my place

Keep my pace, I just need some fucking space

But these nights keep pushing me

To a darker, and much colder place

I don’t think I’ll ever find

The courage to change my mind

But maybe, someday, I’ll leave this pain behind

And find a way to shine.

Maybe I’ll finally leave this dark night

Maybe someday I’ll find my light.