Suffocating

[Verse 1]
Every time your name pops up,
my whole chest tightens. (mm…)
I can’t breathe —
I swear it feels like the air gets sucked out. (yeah…)
All the shit you put me through
just hits me in the face again,
like a movie I never wanted to replay. (not again…)

I don’t want your “hi,”
I don’t want your check-ins,
I don’t want your ghost
haunting my phone.
Just stop.
Just stop. (please…)

[Pre-Chorus]
You don’t get how heavy this is for me.
You just type like none of it mattered. (none of it…)
But I feel it —
I feel all of it —
every time you press send. (every time…)

[Chorus]
I’m suffocating — I can’t breathe. (can’t breathe…)
You text me and the past
crashes right back into me.
I wanna scream, (wanna scream…)
I wanna run,
I wanna disappear just to get away from it. (mmh… disappear…)
You’re dragging me down
and you don’t even see it.
Just leave me alone —
please. (please… just stop…)

[Verse 2]
I’m tired. (so tired…)
I’m so tired.
It’s like you’re trying to see
how close you can push me
back to that girl you broke. (not her… not anymore…)
And I’m not her anymore —
but damn, you make it hard
to forget.

I deserve quiet.
I deserve space.
I deserve a life
where my phone doesn’t feel like a threat. (yeah… I do…)

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Why can’t you just let me go?
Why can’t you stay gone? (stay gone…)
I’m finally healing
and every message
feels like a hand around my throat. (I can’t…)

[Chorus]
I’m suffocating — I can’t breathe. (breathe… breathe…)
You text me and the past
crashes right back into me.
I wanna scream, (oh…)
I wanna run,
I wanna disappear just to get away from it.
You’re dragging me down,
and you don’t even see it.
Just leave me alone —
please. (leave me…)

[Bridge]
I’m done pretending it’s fine.
It’s not fine. (no…)
You hurt me —
and you keep reopening it
every time your name lights up.
I don’t owe you replies.
I don’t owe you warmth.
I don’t owe you anything. (nothing…)

[Chorus]
I’m suffocating — I can’t breathe.
You don’t get what it does to me.
I wanna scream, (yeah…)
I wanna just vanish,
just so you can’t reach me anymore. (far away…)
Stop dragging me back into who I was.
Stop pulling me under.
Just leave me alone —
I’m trying to breathe. (let me breathe…)

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