Don’t ask

Don’t ask me why I’ve changed I’ve been this way since 17 why can’t I just live on this life seems good till I’m stuck
In my head who would I be without my music I don’t like reliving my past I’ve been alone since moms passed away 
They don’t know me (you don’t know how I feel) I’ve been tryna change but I can’t seem to get far enough away from 
All the pain & I just saw my old self in a dream almost forgot I changed used to be so happy I wish I did things 
Differently & he wishes I didn’t change 
I look around seeing all my friends so happy guess I’ll never change still that 
Same old depressed kid this life feels different now that I’m 22 fuck it some things stay the same some people don’t
Change I wish I could be at home sleeping the years away cause as time goes by I’ve been loosing pieces of my
Soul I’ve been loosing to much sleep working all week I’m barely home all this Internet shit kinda aggravating
Now & people take life for granted 
I haven’t been on social media lately 
My friends are all gone so what went
Wrong been making songs smoking my problems away everyone knows I’m to far gone & nothing can fix me to many 
Tried & failed like damn I’m stacking money to the ceiling I’m steady dropping hits back to back I’m tryna 
See if he up it word to my mother I’m finna catch a case watch me hop in the spaceship like these fuck boys must
Think I’m pussy know some snakes that be capping fuck all that beef I’m ready for war (grah grah boom) look I’m the 
Italiano nobody fucks with if he snitching I’m shredding his life span…(boom boom) fuck these pussys saying
(Word to my mother)

Drill, rap, trap, hip hop, male