Don’t ask

Don’t ask me why I’ve changed I’ve been this way since 17 why can’t I just live on this life seems good till I’m stuck

In my head who would I be without my music I don’t like reliving my past I’ve been alone since moms passed away

They don’t know me (you don’t know how I feel) I’ve been tryna change but I can’t seem to get far enough away from

All the pain & I just saw my old self in a dream almost forgot I changed used to be so happy I wish I did things

Differently & he wishes I didn’t change

I look around seeing all my friends so happy guess I’ll never change still that

Same old depressed kid this life feels different now that I’m 22 fuck it some things stay the same some people don’t

Change I wish I could be at home sleeping the years away cause as time goes by I’ve been loosing pieces of my

Soul I’ve been loosing to much sleep working all week I’m barely home all this Internet shit kinda aggravating

Now & people take life for granted

I haven’t been on social media lately

My friends are all gone so what went

Wrong been making songs smoking my problems away everyone knows I’m to far gone & nothing can fix me to many

Tried & failed like damn I’m stacking money to the ceiling I’m steady dropping hits back to back I’m tryna

See if he up it word to my mother I’m finna catch a case watch me hop in the spaceship like these fuck boys must

Think I’m pussy know some snakes that be capping fuck all that beef I’m ready for war (grah grah boom) look I’m the

Italiano nobody fucks with if he snitching I’m shredding his life span…(boom boom) fuck these pussys saying

(Word to my mother)