She love when I’m high PT2

Yeah…

Uh

Same scars, new nights

Still faded

Still me

She love when I’m high, don’t touch me sober

Say I’m hard to love when the drugs ain’t over

Kiss on my neck while my pupils wide

She say I’m the best when I’m not alive

I’m numb on purpose, I don’t deny it

She like my voice when the pain get quiet

She say I’m broken, I say “so what?”

I hate who I am but I love being fucked up

I wake up sick, need somethin’ to take

Hands still shakin’ from last night’s mistakes

She roll another while I pour a four

Say she miss the old me, I ain’t him no more

I lie through my teeth, say I’m slowin’ down

But the dealer outside, I won’t turn him around

Heart on freeze, yeah my love too flawed

I give her my body, keep my soul locked off

She say I’m distant, I say “I’m tired”

Truth is I’m scared if I’m sober I’ll cry

Every high feel safe, every low feel fatal

I don’t chase love, I chase what’s nasal

She love when I’m high, don’t touch me sober

Say I’m hard to love when the drugs ain’t over

Kiss on my neck while my pupils wide

She say I’m the best when I’m not alive

I’m numb on purpose, I don’t deny it

She like my voice when the pain get quiet

She say I’m broken, I say “so what?”

I hate who I am but I love being fucked up

I make her laugh when I’m off that shit

Make her cry when I start to slip

She know my habits, still stay the night

Say she see good in me, I don’t see the light

Mirror talkin’ reckless, say I won’t last

I see my future lookin’ just like my past

I don’t mean harm, I just move erratic

Love me or leave me, both feel traumatic

I tell her “forever,” she don’t believe it

I don’t either, so I keep sippin’

If I feel too much, I might implode

So I drown my thoughts in a Styrofoam

She hold my face when I’m gone inside

Say she miss me when I’m alive

But I don’t feel shit unless I’m high

That’s the truth, I won’t lie

She love when I’m high, don’t touch me sober

Say I’m hard to love when the drugs ain’t over

Kiss on my neck while my pupils wide

She say I’m the best when I’m not alive

I’m numb on purpose, I don’t deny it

She like my voice when the pain get quiet

She say I’m broken, I say “so what?”

I hate who I am but I love being fucked up

Same girl, same hell, different night

She love my demons, not my fight

If I ever change, she might leave

So I stay high—yeah, that’s how she love me