[Intro] Yeah… Uh Same scars, new nights Still faded Still me [Hook] She love when I’m high, don’t touch me sober Say I’m hard to love when the drugs ain’t over Kiss on my neck while my pupils wide She say I’m the best when I’m not alive I’m numb on purpose, I don’t deny it She like my voice when the pain get quiet She say I’m broken, I say “so what?” I hate who I am but I love being fucked up [Verse 1] I wake up sick, need somethin’ to take Hands still shakin’ from last night’s mistakes She roll another while I pour a four Say she miss the old me, I ain’t him no more I lie through my teeth, say I’m slowin’ down But the dealer outside, I won’t turn him around Heart on freeze, yeah my love too flawed I give her my body, keep my soul locked off She say I’m distant, I say “I’m tired” Truth is I’m scared if I’m sober I’ll cry Every high feel safe, every low feel fatal I don’t chase love, I chase what’s nasal [Hook] She love when I’m high, don’t touch me sober Say I’m hard to love when the drugs ain’t over Kiss on my neck while my pupils wide She say I’m the best when I’m not alive I’m numb on purpose, I don’t deny it She like my voice when the pain get quiet She say I’m broken, I say “so what?” I hate who I am but I love being fucked up [Verse 2] I make her laugh when I’m off that shit Make her cry when I start to slip She know my habits, still stay the night Say she see good in me, I don’t see the light Mirror talkin’ reckless, say I won’t last I see my future lookin’ just like my past I don’t mean harm, I just move erratic Love me or leave me, both feel traumatic I tell her “forever,” she don’t believe it I don’t either, so I keep sippin’ If I feel too much, I might implode So I drown my thoughts in a Styrofoam [Bridge] She hold my face when I’m gone inside Say she miss me when I’m alive But I don’t feel shit unless I’m high That’s the truth, I won’t lie [Hook] She love when I’m high, don’t touch me sober Say I’m hard to love when the drugs ain’t over Kiss on my neck while my pupils wide She say I’m the best when I’m not alive I’m numb on purpose, I don’t deny it She like my voice when the pain get quiet She say I’m broken, I say “so what?” I hate who I am but I love being fucked up [Outro] Same girl, same hell, different night She love my demons, not my fight If I ever change, she might leave So I stay high—yeah, that’s how she love me

She love when I’m high PT2