Lost

(verse 1) 
I know I shouldn't do it 
I should be the good girl everyone thinks I am 
Smile, laugh, put on a brave face, stay away from anything bad 
But the bottle of tequila in the desk drawer washes away my anxiety
The marijuana I keep under my mattress keeps my bad thoughts below the surface
The guy that's five years older make me feel like I have no insecurities  
How is the good girl supposed to stay away from all things bad when all things bad keeps the good girl alive 

(Chorus)
Clouds turn to fire 
Lightning strikes 
Wind blows faster 
It's a hurricane outside
Spinning and spinning
Destroying everything it finds 
And I'm stuck in the eye
No such luck
I'm getting lost in the sky

(Verse 2)
I'm still young and I know how to hide the whiskey on my breath 
I knows that the best hiding spot for pills is a whole in the wall covered with a canvas 
I know how to skip class without getting caught 
And I know no one will notice because their all hiding their own secrets

(Chorus)
Clouds turn to fire 
Lightning strikes 
Wind blows faster 
It's a hurricane outside
Spinning and spinning
Destroying everything it finds 
And I'm stuck in the eye
No such luck
I'm getting lost in the sky

(Bridge)
Storms burning heavy and I don't see a rainbow in sight
I need a little fixture
Need a little light
A way out of the shadow
A way out of the thunder
But that's not possible tonight

(Chorus)
Clouds turn to fire 
Lightning strikes 
Wind blows faster 
It's a hurricane outside
Spinning and spinning
Destroying everything it finds 
And I'm stuck in the eye
No such luck
I'm getting lost in the sky

(Outro) 
I don't want to feel 
I don't want to deal 
Hide it all away 
So it never sees the light of day 
I don't want all these emotions 
Don't want my heart beating like a drum 
I don't want to feel anything 
I just want to be numb

Sad, soft rock punk beat at chorus, female vocals