Still Young, Feeling Old

[Intro – Distorted Guitar Riff + 808 Kick + Airy Pad]  
Yeah…  
I don’t feel the way they say I should  
30 years and it don’t feel good  

[Verse 1 – Melodic Rap + Guitar Strums + Trap Beat]  
Another candle on the cake, yeah  
Another year that I can’t fake, yeah  
They say I’m young, but my bones are tired  
Every smile feels like a lie  

[Pre-Chorus – Clean Guitar + Drum Build, Softer Vocals]  
And I know, I know, it’s not the end  
But I don’t feel like I fit in  
I’m older but I’m stuck the same  
Just a kid inside a broken frame  

[Chorus – Punk Pop Anthem, Full Drums + Distorted Guitar]  
They say I’m still young, but I feel so old  
Like the world moved on and I lost control  
I don’t care what the stories told  
I’m 30 now, but I feel the cold  

They say I’m still young, but I can’t ignore  
The weight on my back when I hit the floor  
It’s not the years, it’s the way it shows  
I’m still young, but I feel so old  

[Verse 2 – Half Rap / Half Sing, Trap Hi-Hats + Ambient Pads]  
Every mirror looks the same, yeah  
But inside I can’t explain, yeah  
They say “just live, it’s not too late”  
But my chest feels heavy with the weight  

[Pre-Chorus – Rising Vocals + Reverb Guitar + Drum Fills]  
And I know, I know, I should be fine  
But time keeps dragging me behind  
I’m older but I’m stuck the same  
Just a kid inside a broken frame  

[Chorus – Anthem Hook, Gang Vocals + Guitar Wash]  
They say I’m still young, but I feel so old  
Like the world moved on and I lost control  
I don’t care what the stories told  
I’m 30 now, but I feel the cold  

They say I’m still young, but I can’t ignore  
The weight on my back when I hit the floor  
It’s not the years, it’s the way it shows  
I’m still young, but I feel so old  

[Bridge – Spoken Confessional + Echo Guitar + Filtered 808s]  
Tell me why I feel this way  
Tell me why it hurts to stay  
Everybody says I’ll find my place  
But I’m still lost, and it’s not okay  

[Instrumental Break – Guitar Solo + Trap Beat Switch + Shoegaze Pad Layer]  

[Final Chorus – Cathartic Vocals + Layered Harmonies, Punk Pop Drums]  
They say I’m still young, but I feel so old  
Like the world moved on and I lost control  
I don’t care what the stories told  
I’m 30 now, but I feel the cold  

They say I’m still young, but I can’t ignore  
The weight on my back when I hit the floor  
It’s not the years, it’s the way it shows  
I’m still young, but I feel so old  

[Outro – Clean Guitar Fade + Whispered Vocals]  
Still young, feeling old…  
Still young, feeling old…  

Pop Punk, Emo Trap, Melodic Rap, Punk Rock, Alt Pop, soft grunge, Trap Beat, Emotional Vocals, Anthem Hook, live