Blood in my Face when I smile

**Verse 1**  
In the mirror, I catch my gaze,  
A twisted grin in a smoky haze,  
Colors swirl, the world’s a blur,  
Behind the laughter, the shadows stir.  

**Pre-Chorus**  
I wear this mask, it hides my pain,  
A painted smile, but it’s all in vain,  
With every chuckle, a whisper grows,  
A haunting truth that nobody knows.  

**Chorus**  
I see blood in my face when I smile like a joker,  
A carnival of chaos, a heart that’s grown colder.  
Dancing on the edge of a razor-thin line,  
Laughing at the darkness, pretending I'm fine.  

**Verse 2**  
Beneath the surface, the colors bleed,  
A jester’s heart, but it’s not what I need,  
Echoes of laughter, a bittersweet sound,  
In the circus of life, I’m lost and I’m found.  

**Pre-Chorus**  
I juggle my fears, I mask my scars,  
Underneath the spotlight, I’m reaching for stars.  
But every smile hides a tear that falls,  
In this twisted game, I’m breaking the walls.  

**Chorus**  
I see blood in my face when I smile like a joker,  
A carnival of chaos, a heart that’s grown colder.  
Dancing on the edge of a razor-thin line,  
Laughing at the darkness, pretending I'm fine.  

**Bridge**  
So I’ll wear this grin, through the highs and the lows,  
In the shadows of laughter, the truth still glows.  
With every heartbeat, I’ll rise from the pain,  
A phoenix in the ashes, I’ll dance in the rain.  

**Chorus**  
I see blood in my face when I smile like a joker,  
A carnival of chaos, a heart that’s grown colder.  
Dancing on the edge of a razor-thin line,  
Laughing at the darkness, pretending I'm fine.  

**Outro**  
So here’s to the laughter, the joy, and the tears,  
In the face of the joker, I’ll conquer my fears.  
With blood on my cheeks and a smile that won’t break,  
I’ll embrace the madness, for my own heart’s sake.  

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