[HOOK – Melodic, Pain-Driven]
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I done bled too long to let 'em take my soul now (soul now)
I was prayin’ in the dark, ain't no lights in that old house (old house)
Tears fell silent, heart went violent, had to hold out (hold out)
Still got pain inside my voice when I sing these notes out (notes out)
Yeah I made it through, but I ain’t make it clean
Had to sacrifice my peace just to chase a dream
Yeah I made it through, but I still hear the screams
Of them nights I couldn’t eat, I was grindin’ off a scheme
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[VERSE 1 – Melodic Rap, Mo3 Cadence]
I remember when them streetlights was my only guidance
Prayed my brother beat that case, he was facin’ violence
Mama cryin’ in the kitchen, workin’ two to feed us
I was out there with them jackboys, tryna dodge subpoenas
Told my dawgs, don’t fold, don’t switch
Even when the funds got low, still pitched
I ain’t never ran from smoke, but I ran from trust
Seen a homie switch sides just to feel like “us”
Now I’m solo with a semi, singin’ truth through pain
I don’t pop no pills, I just pray through rain
Got a Bible on the dash and a 9 in the seat
’Cause where I’m from, angels get gunned down in the street
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[HOOK – Repeat with Harmonic Layer]
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I done bled too long to let 'em take my soul now (soul now)
I was prayin’ in the dark, ain't no lights in that old house (old house)
Tears fell silent, heart went violent, had to hold out (hold out)
Still got pain inside my voice when I sing these notes out (notes out)
Yeah I made it through, but I ain’t make it clean
Had to sacrifice my peace just to chase a dream
Yeah I made it through, but I still hear the screams
Of them nights I couldn’t eat, I was grindin’ off a scheme
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[VERSE 2 – Deeper Grit, Switch Flow Midway]
I lost love in them shootouts
Only bond I trust is this Glock when it move out
Try to tell 'em I was loyal, they ain’t hear me though
Feds hit the trap, turned a home to a burial
My cousin in the cell, he ain't see the fame
Said he rather have his daughter than a platinum chain
Can’t lie, that hit me deep, had me questionin’ the route
How we rich now, but still tryna make it out?
Ain’t no love for the kid where I came from
Had to earn every “real” they ever claimed, son
My pain got a melody, my past got scars
But I still keep singin’, even broke behind bars
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[BRIDGE – Falsetto + Reverb Vocals]
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Still feel alone in the crowd (mmm-mm)
They love me better when I’m down (uh-huh)
I don’t smile for the ‘Gram, I cry in sound
Told God, "if I fall again, don’t let me drown"