static // in between

[Intro — soft hum, broken static]
i can’t feel one thing at a time…
everything hits at once.
( “hold still… breathe… breathe…” )

[Verse 1]
i’m angry at you / i’m sad you’re gone,
( “both true…” )
i miss what hurt / i hate holding on.
( “let go… let go…” )
my heart says “break,” my head says “heal,”
my body’s numb but the tears feel real.

i’m guilty / relieved / terrified / sore,
( “too much… too much…” )
i close one door and feel ten more.
i’m fine, i’m not, i’m crashing slow —
( “keep breathing…” )
i wish i knew which way to go.

[Pre-Chorus]
i’m holding too many feelings in one small space,
they glitch in my chest like corrupted data.
i’m here but i’m lost, i’m loud but i’m fading —
( “fading… fading…” )
tell me why mixed hurts more than breaking.

[Chorus]
i’m stuck in the static,
somewhere in between —
( “in between… in between…” )
not okay, not tragic,
just a half-lit screen.

i’m crying and empty,
( “empty…” )
i’m shaking and still,
i’m lost in the feelings
i’m not supposed to feel.

i’m mixed, i’m messy,
i’m breaking clean —
( “breaking… clean…” )
trapped in the static,
lost in between.

[Verse 2]
i care too much / i care too little,
( “too little… too much…” )
i’m whole / i’m cracked right down the middle.
i want to sleep / i want to scream,
i want him gone / i want the dream.

i feel alone with people near,
( “alone… even here…” )
i feel the truth but drown in fear.
i hate the past i can’t undo,
i hate that part still misses you.
( “yeah… i know…” )

[Pre-Chorus]
my mind keeps buffering between wrong and right,
( “loading… loading…” )
my heart keeps flickering like a dying light.
i’m here, i’m gone, i’m soft, i’m steel —
( “both… always both…” )
i don’t know which version’s real.

[Chorus]
i’m stuck in the static,
somewhere in between —
( “in between…” )
not okay, not tragic,
just a half-lit screen.

i’m crying and empty,
( “empty… empty…” )
i’m shaking and still,
i’m lost in the feelings
i’m not supposed to feel.

i’m mixed, i’m messy,
i’m breaking clean —
trapped in the static,
( “static… static…” )
lost in between.

[Bridge]
// error: too many emotions
// cannot sort
( “don’t force it… don’t choose…” )
( “just breathe…” )

[Outro]
i’m not okay — but i’m here.
( “still here… still here…” )
and sometimes… that’s enough.

Female,pop,electro pop/edm,synth driven,beats,glitch,hooky chords,fast paced,dubstep,808s,layered