Tenporary High

[Intro – hazy, hypnotic]
Yeah…
Another night, same feelin’
New city, but I’m still reelin’
Eyes red, thoughts black
Tryna get lost, don’t wanna go back

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[Verse 1]
I been drownin’ in a room full of people
Everyone loud, but it still feel lethal
Hands up, bottle in my hand like a sequel
But I’m numb as hell — love don’t feel equal
Tried her lips, didn’t taste like peace
Tried her bed, didn’t sleep for weeks
Roll somethin’ just to kill the spin
But pain don’t leave, it just blends in

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[Pre-Chorus – falsetto / high harmony]
I ain’t sad, I ain’t good
Floatin’ somewhere no one should
Smilin’ like I’m in control
But that’s just part of the role

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[Chorus – catchy, echoey, heavy reverb]
It’s a temporary high
Feelin’ nothin’ in the sky
I light up just to fly
But I crash every time
It’s a temporary high
That don’t cure what’s inside
I fake love, fake the night
‘Cause I’m lost in my mind

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[Verse 2 – more rhythmic, almost whispered]
I swipe, I sip, I fade
I ghost before the day
You can’t hurt me if I leave
Before you even know my name
Dark thoughts in a velvet room
Glass shards in a sweet perfume
Every hug just feel like theft
Every kiss remind me you left

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[Pre-Chorus – layered vocals]
And I ain’t healed, I just hide
In the smoke and neon light
I forget for a little while
Then I fall through my own smile

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[Chorus – repeat, but heavier]
It’s a temporary high
Feelin’ nothin’ in the sky
I light up just to fly
But I crash every time
It’s a temporary high
That don’t cure what’s inside
I fake love, fake the night
‘Cause I’m lost in my mind

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[Outro – stripped back, voice cracking]
This ain’t healing…
It’s just silence in disguise
And I’m still chasing
Another temporary high

Melancholy, male, trap ballad about numbing pain with empty highs. Dark, vibey, ambient beat. Clean 808, hiphop, Beaty