The devils out chasing me
It’s like I got one foot out the door
The others stuck in between
It’s a battle near and far
Been struggling with my heart
Don’t ask me if I’m doing ok
I’ll lie to you it all stays the same
Only got myself to blame
Loving the wrong people drove me insane
Made my heart do funny things
Got a cold heart made of ice
Only tears fall from my eyes
Heart broken still keep it disguised
Don’t want you to see me cry
So I’ll bury my pain deep inside
Always do wrong never do right
Got questions in my mind keep me up at night
It’s funny how I’m always questioning my life
Got choices to make it’s do or die
I’m choosing life throwing my pain out on the line
Changing my life one verse at a time
Got to show me I’m worth my life
Don’t want to be stuck in the dark wanna see the light
I know I’m still breathing Putin up that fight
Throwing punches at the wall cussing late at night
Got a cold heart made of ice
Only tears fall from my eyes
Heart broken still keep it disguised
Don’t want you to see me cry
So I’ll bury my pain deep inside
Finding my faith looking for light
Tired of hiding my pain inside
My broken heart mending tonight
I promise I’m out here doing it right
Don’t let this be the end of my fight
The pages are turning the pencils still writes
This is my story you’ll see my light.