[Verse]
I wanna do more then survive
Just need to find a way to feel alive
Give me something to feel
Just give me something real
[Verse]
I gave all of my heart
Just to watch it fall apart
I pretended I was okay
Just to watch you walk away
[Pre chorus]
Now as these insects take my skin
I know I have nothing left within
I wanted to grow but left it to my hair
Yet when it comes to you there’s nothing to compare
[chorus]
I won’t live by your judgment
You offered me a second life
I’ve just had enough of it
Second guessing myself to all your lies
I won’t live by your judgment
I’d rather walk with the devil
I’ve just had enough of it
Putting myself second to your shovel
[post chorus]
I’d rather rot in my grave
Then to give you the time of day
I want to find something to feel
I need to feel something real
And to remain completely true
I’d never find that with you
[Verse]
I wanna do more then survive
Just need to find a way to feel alive
Give me something to feel
Just give me something real
[Verse]
Honestly for far too long
I knew something was wrong
I gave you my dying breath
But you were never impressed
[Pre chorus]
Now as these insects take my skin
I know I have nothing left within
I wanted to grow but left it to my hair
Yet when it comes to you there’s nothing to compare
[chorus]
I won’t live by your judgment
You offered me a second life
I’ve just had enough of it
Second guessing myself to all your lies
I won’t live by your judgment
I’d rather walk with the devil
I’ve just had enough of it
Putting myself second to your shovel
[post chorus]
I’d rather rot in my grave
Then to give you the time of day
I want to find something to feel
I need to feel something real
And to remain completely true
I’d never find that with you
[bridge]
I’m finding some serenity
In my sanity
Since you abandoned me
I’m seeing clarity
I thought you killed me
When you were filthy
But in the tragedy
Came a symphony
Serenading my fear
Of not having you here
[chorus]
I won’t live by your judgment
You offered me a second life
I’ve just had enough of it
Second guessing myself to all your lies
I won’t live by your judgment
I’d rather walk with the devil
I’ve just had enough of it
Putting myself second to your shovel
[post chorus]
I’d rather rot in my grave
Then to give you the time of day
I want to find something to feel
I need to feel something real
And to remain completely true
I’d never find that with you
[outro]
[ending]