Before the binary

Birthed in flames, before the binary was coded

My tongue's been clever since the game got uploaded

Named the Doctor before I knew I was broken

Now the shit I'm spittin' is a sick emotion

Spreading thoughts bubonic, prophet with no pulpit

Love so deep but she can't feel it, can't help it

High school memories fade like distant echoes

Her heart's a fortress that my love can't penetrate though

Empathy overload, while she feels nothin' at all(heartless)

Perfect in my eyes, but she won't catch me when I fall(hopeless)

I'm committed to the real, not the highlight reel(whose real?)

She's textbook narcissist, I'm just tryna heal(tryna heal)

Tryna heal, yeah, just tryna heal

She'll never understand how this shit feels(for real)

They diagnosed me, said my personality's disordered

But I see through the chaos when my thoughts are sorted

She's my other half but don't want no part of me

Love her too goddamn much, it's fuckin' torture, see

Would sacrifice everything just to make her whole

But you can't fix someone who thinks they control

The narrative, the story, the beginning and end

My heart's still bleeding while hers just pretends

Sometimes I wonder if she ever loved me truly

Or if I was just a character in her movie

Not looking for perfect, just someone who's real

Someone who can feel what the fuck I feel

Empathy overload, while she feels nothin' at all(heartless)

Perfect in my eyes, but she won't catch me when I fall(hopeless)

I'm committed to the real, not the highlight reel(whose real?)

She's textbook narcissist, I'm just tryna heal(tryna heal)

Tryna heal, yeah, just tryna heal

She'll never understand how this shit feels(for real)

[Verse 3] **(heavier beat starts)**

Raw emotions pouring out like an open wound

Passionate and loyal, but she left too soon

Can't help but love her though it's killing me slowly

My heart still beats her name, it's fucking lonely,

Left alone I go insane

The ittie bitty titty committee won't help heal my pain

Committed to a fucken ghost, drowning in the rain

Prophet of my downfall, sonnets I can't contain

Flames of my reign when I finally end my pain

Back before the binary, I knew who I was

Now I'm just fragments of what could've been, because

The flames that birthed me are the same that burn

Lessons I can't unlearn, bridges I can't return

Empathy overload, while she feels nothin' at all(heartless)

Perfect in my eyes, but she won't catch me when I fall(hopeless)

I'm committed to the real, not the highlight reel(whose real?)

She's textbook narcissist, I'm just tryna heal(tryna heal)

Tryna heal, yeah, just tryna heal

She'll never understand how this shit feels(for real)