[Layered intro][fast trap d&b][dark rave][death metal][layered bassline][remix beatpad loop][low deep sub bass][violin motif][catchy vamp][soulful trap layer]
[Hook][angelic raspy female][pitch fx][trap d&b][DnB][808s][dark rave][catchy hook][triple kick]
We were more than lovers
Best friends never wanted another
You were my family
The one I chose & you chose me
Always said in the beginning
You be you
& I'll be me
As long as we are both happy
[Verse 1][husky gritty male rap][fast speed rap][pitch fx][talk tone]
But instead when I spoke
you avoided me & I'd poke
You'd rage more & I'd chase you to the door
Never left you alone in it
Intention to be there for you that way wasnt it
what you needed from me was silence apparently
I didnt know how to do that & you knew that when you married me
[Hook][haunting raspy female trap][layered bassline]
We were more than lovers
Best friends never wanted another
You were my family
The one I chose & you chose me
Always said in the beginning
You be you
& I'll be me
As long as we are both happy
[Verse 2][husky male rap][fast timing]
After that it carried on
Into denying what was really going on
Like how frustrated anger isnt anger it's frustration
Fucked off with me or you? Why the hesitation
Can't you see,
If you could talk about your trauma
While I was there, strong, emotionally
For me & you occasionally when you needed me to be
Cos that was what marriage was to me
Not the yelling or screaming
Name calling & accidentally
Hurting me physically hitting me
Even in your sleep
Waking up while your closed fist was punching me
Goddammit!!! - I just wanted it to stop
I stayed cos kids & vows - commitment shit
I should've left many times but instead
Im sitting here trying to get over how you left me here
[Interlude][half time]
[Epic build] [triple kick]
[Sudden low bass drop]
[Hook]
We were more than lovers
Best friends never wanted another
You were my family
The one I chose & you chose me
Always said in the beginning
You be you
& I'll be me
As long as we are both happy
[Verse 3][fast][low husky gritty male speed rap][pitch bent fx][clever timing][fast slow][dynamic rhymes][quick words][dramatic storyline]
17 years of our lives
almost a life prison sentence
it was my dream a whole life time with you
February 15th vows I meant it
Our future was planned out [angry male rap][fast][intense][story trap rap]
Fucked off it didnt pan out
That's why it fucks with my head
Cos remember what we always said
It was supposed to be
You n me [louder][build]
Kinky days of our lives shit
Forever & ever baby baby
every single Fibre of our being felt it
Flove was I fucking love you
& that hand thing we'd do
Squeeze 3 times then 4 back
Fuck I wish we didn't ever do crack
Maybe I'd still be scratching your back
Every night before sleep I know how much you loved that
Why do I keep doing this to myself every day
I just want it to be over
I just want the love to fuck off already
& Finally
Go away
Now
Ok?!![sudden stop][abrupt end][end]