My goodbye

Yeah…
This one for you, Pop.
My goodbye… even though I ain’t ready.
I been sittin’ here thinkin’, watchin’ time fly slow,
Doctor said the truth nobody wanna know.
Every breath heavy, every moment feel long,
Tryna stay strong but inside feel wrong.
You taught me how to stand, how to fight through pain,
How to walk through storms, how to dance in rain.
Now I’m lookin’ at you, yeah I’m holdin’ your hand,
Wish forever was a promise instead of sand.
You even waited from April last year till now,
Held on through the struggle, I still don’t know how.
That hit deep in my heart, yeah it made me cry,
You fought just to stay alive till I walked outside.
You stayed strong till I got outta jail again,
That love right there I’ll never comprehend.
I can’t ask for a better Pop, not ever in life,
You carried my pain while you fought your own fight.
Yeah… we laughed, we cried, we lived those days,
Your stories still echo in a million ways.
From the backyard talks to the lessons you gave,
You built the man standin’ here today.
And I know you don’t got long till you gotta go,
Hardest words alive are the ones I owe.
Tryna say goodbye but my voice won’t start,
Feels like someone tearin’ pieces out my heart.
Every lyric I write now belongs to you,
Pure tears and emotion in everything I do.
Every bar, every rhyme, every word I drop,
Is a piece of my soul sayin’ thank you, Pop.
I love ya Pop, yeah you always knew,
Every good thing inside me came from you.
Got a special spot that’ll never fade,
Even death can’t touch the love we made.
If anybody asks me how you died someday,
I won’t talk about sickness or the pain that stayed.
I’ll look ‘em dead in the eye, stand proud and strong,
Say you went out a fucken legend — where legends belong.
Rest easy up there, yeah I’ll see you again,
This ain’t the end, just the road bendin’.
Every step I take, every dream I chase,
I’ll still see your smile in my memory’s place.
So this my goodbye, even though it hurts,
Tryna fit forever into one last verse.
Tears fall down but my love won’t stop,
Always and forever… I’m gonna miss ya, Pops.

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