[Intro – Soft, Empty Room]
Waking up in the morning’s hard…
I still say your name in my sleep.
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[Verse 1]
Waking up in the morning’s hard
I miss you even though it don’t make sense
It hurts in my chest just to breathe
When all I see are stories of our love
I go out just to feel less alone
They ask how you are like you’re still mine
I say I’m okay, but I’m lying
My head’s so fucked from what you did
Who knew it’d be so easy
To lose yourself completely
I saw you in the limelight, turned blind to your ways
You swore you’d always be okay
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[Pre-Chorus]
You kept hurting yourself, couldn’t see
Put out your fires with gasoline
And it poured on me
Yeah, it poured on me
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[Chorus]
So tell me, tell me
When did you love somebody else?
Did you care when you just
Tore my heart to shreds in someone’s bed?
I tried so hard to hate you
But I can’t stop loving who I thought you were
Was it ever real, or were your lips still stained from him?
This is my loving last farewell
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[Verse 2]
I believed the words you sold me
Covered up the truth you’d hold inside
I stayed when everyone walked away
Thought love could save you in time
You say nobody understands you
Push them away when they get close
I was the last one standing
But I can’t watch you fade anymore
Trapped by your limitations
A bright potential wasted
On fantasies you chase
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[Pre-Chorus 2]
If I knew that through the years you’d be falling
I would’ve said goodbye before it broke me
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[Chorus – Lifted]
So tell me, tell me
When did you love somebody else?
Did it matter when you just
Tore my heart apart and called it “help”?
I’m trying not to hate you
But loving you is killing me
Don’t call me honey
You’re the best and worst thing I believed
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[Bridge]
I hope you find the missing pieces
Learn to love yourself for no damn reason
I’m done bleeding just to prove
That I was good to you
I’m sorry I couldn’t save you
From all your self-inflicted danger
But staying cost me everything
And leaving’s how I breathe again
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[Final Chorus / Outro]
So this is my loving last farewell
Take him and go to hell
I’m done replaying what we were
I choose myself—no one else
I should’ve seen it coming
But this was my mistake
Now I let you go…
And that’s the only way.