Losing My Sh*t

I’ve been pacing in the wreckage of your last reply

Every “love you” that you sent was just a fucking landmine

My chest is a trench, my head’s under siege

Every memory’s a bullet, and it’s tearing through me

Midnight calls, now they taste like rust

Every kiss we had turns to powder and dust

You’re the bomb in my brain, yeah, you light, then you leave

And I’m bleeding out slow in your twisted dream

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I can’t stop, won’t stop, burning in your mess

Every word you said’s tattooed in my chest

We’re the kind of love that don’t get repaired

You ripped out my heart and you left it there

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[Chorus – Screamo] (Half sung, half screamed)

I’m losing my shit over here!

Your ghost’s still screaming in my ear!

Every fucking tear is a flare in the night

Dragging me back to the worst of the fight

I’m losing my shit over here!

This love’s a war I volunteered!

And I’m crawling through hell just to feel you near!

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Cigarette burns in my hoodie sleeves

I’m a hostage to the scent that you left on me

Toxic like the rain when it hits my skin

Every drop’s just a reminder of the place we’ve been

You’re the chaos I crave, the venom I drink

The shrapnel in my lungs when I try to think

You left me in the ruins but you still pull strings

Like a ghost commander in my fucking dreams

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(Spoken growl → scream)

You said love’s a weapon—

And you’re my executioner!

(Blast beat + tremolo)

Cut me deeper, cut me faster!

Make me yours, then make me shatter!

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I’m losing my shit over here!

Your ghost’s still screaming in my ear!

Every fucking tear is a flare in the night

Dragging me back to the worst of the fight

I’m losing my shit over here!

This love’s a war I volunteered!

And I’m crawling through hell just to feel you near!

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I’d bleed for you

I’d burn for you

And if it kills me—

Then fuck it…

I’d die for you.