Not your love song v3

Another day, another line I draw inside my head

A list of all the brutal things that I would leave unsaid

You see a quiet surface, you think you understand

But there's a fucking riot that you couldn't command

You say you want the real me, you're begging me to share

But if I showed you everything, you'd run from me in fear

I'm scared of losing something, that much I'll admit

But it's not you, it's my own soul I'm saving from this shit.

(Chorus)

So here's to all the thoughts you'll never get to know

The devious plots I'm hiding just beneath the status quo

You talk about rejection, a love you think I've lost

But you can't even calculate what loving me would cost

So take your pretty picture, the one where he's the star

This ain't a lovelorn tragedy, it's a declaration of war.

(Verse 2)

My mind is always racing, a plumage-down display

To trap the twisted poetry that you would throw away

You call it “half morbid, half god,” a game of rope and knives

You’d faint if you saw the things that make me feel alive

You think that shirt you're wearing is "sexy" and so deep?

It's just another costume for the secrets that you keep

And God, what I would do to him is not what you would choose

It’s not about the pleasure, it's about lighting the fuse.

(Chorus)

So here's to all the thoughts you'll never get to know

The devious plots I'm hiding just beneath the status quo

You talk about rejection, a love you think I've lost

But you can't even calculate what loving me would cost

So take your pretty picture, the one where he's the star

This ain't a lovelorn tragedy, it's a declaration of war.

(Bridge)

You want to talk of sparks? That ghost of a fire's dead

It was just a flicker lighting up the lies inside my head

My heart is fucking pounding, a sweat is on my brow

But it's not for what I'm losing, it's for what I'm claiming now

My eyes are raw and burning, a half-eyed, knowing blink

I'm finally waking up from you, faster than you think.

(Guitar Solo - Aggressive, raw, and melodic, filled with bends and feedback Chorus)

So here's to all the thoughts you'll never get to know!

The devious plots I'm hiding just beneath the status quo!

You talk about rejection, a love you think I've lost!

But you can't even calculate what loving me would cost!

So take your pretty picture, the one where he's the star!

This ain't a lovelorn tragedy, it's a declaration of war!

(Outro)

For now, this is all I have?

No.

This is all you'll never get.

This isn't my sad memory.

It's your fucking eulogy.

(Single, sustained power chord that fades to feedback)