Chemical Halo

[Verse 1 – Spoken/Rap Delivery, glitchy static behind vocals]
They tell me I’m glowing, must be the pills,
White-capped halos to silence the kills.
Smile for the check-in, nod when they ask,
I’m high-functioning pain in a porcelain mask.

[Pre-Chorus – Building tension, echoing whispers]
Another dose, another day,
Fake peace just one script away.
If numb’s the cure, then I’m divine—
Sanctified in manufactured shine.

[Chorus – Screamed/sung combo, heavy drop]
💥 I wear my chemical halo proud!
Glowing while I’m breaking down.
Holy in the eyes of sheep,
But the monster never sleeps.
Wrap me tight in dopamine,
Blessed by every pharmacy.
If healing hurts, I’ll overdose—
And smile until I decompose.

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[Verse 2 – More aggressive delivery]
They don’t see the static inside my spine,
Just another patient “doing fine.”
Therapy’s a therapy lie—
Talk it out while you die inside.

[Pre-Chorus – Screamed line added]
I’m not better, I’m just sedated.
Lobotomized and medicated.

[Chorus – Full throttle]
💥 I wear my chemical halo proud!
Glowing while I’m breaking down.
Holy in the eyes of sheep,
But the monster never sleeps.
Wrap me tight in dopamine,
Blessed by every pharmacy.
If healing hurts, I’ll overdose—
And smile until I decompose.

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[Bridge – Distorted, glitchy breakdown]
(Static rising…)
Take this pill in place of prayer—
Sanity sold in a childproof glare.
Bless this brain that’s not my own—
Programmed peace in monochrome.

[Final Chorus – Explodes with chaos, slight key change]
💥 I wear my chemical halo proud!
Glowing while I’m breaking down.
Swallowed saints and empty shrines,
No one hears the warning signs.
Prescribed to rot, approved to fake—
A broken light they celebrate.
I’m cured enough to smile and choke…
I’m fine.
I’m fine.
I’m—

[Outro – flatline beep + fading static]

A haunting industrial rock track about medication, mental illness, and the ghost you become when the pills kick in