Never Confess

Wasting time,

Yeah I can’t get enough,

Longing for a place to hide,

I Hit the vape, I need that puff,

Smoking marijuana,

Playing that Nirvana,

Wearing a sweater n jeans to bed like pajamas,

Another day rises with the sun and it’s filled with drama,

Got some sins but to God I’ll never confess,

Doesn’t matter how much I yell it remains echoless,

All the problems I occur get re-addressed,

I may be alive but don’t feel blessed,

Trying to live now with no regrets,

Just wanna leave behind the days where I’m possessed,

Moved to Arizona now I wake up at 4am,

Go to bed when I once stayed awake,

All I do is make mistakes,

Run run run no I don’t hit the breaks, (hit the breaks)

Gotta stay alive no matter how bad it aches,

Gotta stay alive no matter what Satan takes,

I know I’m damned, But I’m in the room forming a plan,

Need to grow and expand,

My feelings matter but I don’t care,

Stopped worrying about the damage I’ll have to repair,

On a journey to find what’s not there,

Writing all these words in the lair,

Got all these scars that need to be mended,

It’s so sad if you think I’m offended,

I know I’m not performing at my best,

A heart still beats inside my chest,

Another day comes with this never ending contest,

Playing my video games after work just to decompress,

These rhymes come and go so I write it out to release my stress,

Got some sins but to God I’ll never confess,

Doesn’t matter how much I yell it remains echoless,

All the problems I occur get re-addressed,

I may be alive but don’t feel blessed,

Trying to live now with no regrets,

Just wanna leave behind the days where I’m possessed,