Disconnected

[Verse 1]
Walking through days, body moving, mind elsewhere,
Every word I say feels borrowed, thin air.
Eyes open, staring at faces I can’t connect,
A life I live, but I can’t respect.
Clock ticks louder than the thoughts in my head,
Fingers shake like they’ve been fed with lead.
Gun to my temple — not to play, just a thought,
A shadow of a feeling, the price I’ve been bought.

[Hook]
I’m a zombie, a ghost in my own skin,
Moving through motion, nothing left within.
Hollow chest, heartbeat echoes slow,
Gun to my head is just how it feels, you know.
I’m a zombie, drifting through the day,
Disconnected, numb, fading away.
Tired of pretending, tired of the show,
I’m barely alive… just let me go.

[Verse 2]
Mirror shows me, but it’s not my face,
Just a mask, stitched tight, keeping pace.
Laughing at nothing, smiling at pain,
Brain on fire while my body’s restrained.
Thoughts like shrapnel, tearing my mind,
Trapped in circuits I can’t unwind.
The world keeps spinning, I can’t touch the sky,
I’m a moving corpse in a living life.

[Hook]
I’m a zombie, a ghost in my own skin,
Moving through motion, nothing left within.
Hollow chest, heartbeat echoes slow,
Gun to my head is just how it feels, you know.
I’m a zombie, drifting through the day,
Disconnected, numb, fading away.
Tired of pretending, tired of the show,
I’m barely alive… just let me go.

[Bridge]
Everything’s muted, nothing feels real,
A life of echoes, nothing to heal.
Gun in my thoughts, not to act, just to hold,
A metal reminder of the numb and cold.
I can scream in silence, can’t break the chain,
Living like this is just endless pain.

[Outro – fading, whispered]
I’m a zombie, I’m a shell,
I’m a ghost nobody can tell.
Tired of pretending, tired of the show,
I’m barely alive… just let me go.


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rap, trap, nu-metal