Look like i don’t know how the fuck am I posed to trust when everybody play me like I’m stupid & I can’t even sleep alone Im tryna make this money everyone that did me wrong left me cold whole time I be tryna love any bitch I give my Heart steady bugging got me saying what the fuck am I doing wrong I’m the type of person to fall asleep on the Phone if you need me late night I be writing my thoughts & its crazy how I had to leave again cause you the one That steady be doing me filthy when I don’t deserve that type of energy my hearts to cold now I gotta stay focused On me cause I can’t love got to many scars cause where the fuck ima run when shit get wicked I pray to god I Make it to the end of the week who’s shoulder do I got to cry on like you claim you love me but barely speak to Me this shit getting deeper I give my heart away you ain’t tryna fuck with me you just use me for attention & it’s crazy That we broke up cause shit you was doing to me (like got me so fucked up) I can’t trust anyone I told you a hundred Times to not play with my heart but you never listened I never ask for shit I really only needed loyalty but that’s to much For you in your mind so how the fuck you gone say I’m the one trippin when I’m going off your actions but it’s cool I Gotta keep going cause I can’t trust love when I first met you we clicked but now it’s like we two different people Bitch my feelings weak cause ain’t no way you hurt me this deep all I wanted was a future with you but you steady Playing with my heart I couldn’t even sleep cause you wasn’t there for me I always kept shit 100 so why the fuck You tryna destroy me late night I be chasing the money cause ain’t nobody gone do it for me like bitch you bugging (& it’s crazy how I had to leave cause you was playing with me) hate to say I Should’ve never fucked with you cause Ain’t no way you got me feeling so hurt in my chest & I told you about what my ex did to me only for you to do the same Shit to me shits wicked so why the fuck you tryna waste my time said if I would’ve stayed you’d probably cheat again I was tryna give you the better version of me but you fucked it up by playing with my heart so I had to dip Im the type of to leave when I feel hurt in my gut I don’t got time to be worried About relationships I never asked you For you much I just wanted you to give me loyalty & peace but I guess that was to much to ask so now I’m moving by My lonely…

Alone pt 2