Drift Again

[Intro]
(Yeah...)
It’s been cold for a minute now...
Still breathing though...
["I don’t know who I am... but I miss who I was..."]
["Feels like I’m here, but I’m not really there..."]
[Verse 1]
Used to stare at the ceiling, now I’m chasing the stars
Made it out of the pain, but I still wear the scars
I got love for my brothers, even when we grew apart
Lost some people on the way, had to patch up my heart
Fake love, I was drowning in it
Kept receipts from the hate, now I’m counting with it
Had nights I ain’t eat, now the table’s all linen
But the silence too loud when the room start spinning
[I don’t know who I am... but I miss who I was.]
[I smile like I'm fine, but I'm not really okay][Chorus]
I’ve been running from myself, tryna feel something real
But the closer I get, the more distant it feels
Now it’s flights to Japan, but I’m numb in the clouds
Told the pain, “You can’t hurt me,” but it still comes around
Had to smile through the loss, had to bleed for the win
[Half rap and sung]
Had to lie to myself just to try to fit in
If I vanish tonight, just remember the name
I ain’t chasing no fame — I was born from the flame
["Lately I feel lost... like I’m not really here..."]
["I don’t know who I am... but I miss who I was..."]
[Verse 2]
Used to write on the bus, now the seats all leather
Still the same soul, just a little more weathered
They don’t see what it cost, they just measure the cheddar But my heart stayed cold, even under the pressureI been ghostin’ for peace, not to flex or to stunt
Ain’t no blueprint to heal when the damage is blunt
I could buy out the store, but I’m broke in the mind
Tryna borrow some light from a darker time
["I’m still breathing… but I don’t feel alive..."]
["I don’t know who I am... but I miss who I was..."]
[Chorus]
I’ve been running from myself, tryna feel something real But the closer I get, the more distant it feels Now it’s nights in the hills, but I dream of the past Where the world moved slow and the love used to last Told my mom that I’m fine, but she knows when I lie Told my bro, “We gon’ make it,” with tears in my eyes If I fade out tonight, let the message remain: Even diamonds get lost in the waves of the rain
["It’s quiet all around... but it’s loud in my head..."]
["I don’t know who I am... but I miss who I was..."]
["I don’t know who I am... but I miss who I was..."]
[Bridge]
I been sittin' in the dark with my phone on mute
Scrollin' through the past like it’s all still true
Got texts I won’t open, names I won’t say
And a version of me I just can’t replay
No sleep, just thoughts I can’t outrun
Told myself it’s over, but it’s never done
If I break, would they notice? Or would I stay fake?
Smile on my face, but the silence still aches
["Lately I feel lost... like I’m not really here..."]
["I don’t know who I am... but I miss who I was..."]
[Outro]
Yeah...
Still got my name
Still got my soul
But sometimes I wonder if I lost control
I came from the dark
Still chasing the light
(I don’t know who I am)

"Sad lo-fi trap with soft piano,ambient textures,mellow drums,dreamy and emotional atmosphere, pitched vocal fx, emo rap