[Intro]
[low vocal register]
Thin bow on a shaking string
Candles crawling up the walls
Echo in an empty hall
I feel it crawling in
[Verse 1]
Black nails in my breathing
Every thought a sharpened claw
Every "what if" like a vulture
Circling what it wants to gnaw
Hands cold
Chest burning
Room still
But my pulse runs wild
Mirror shows a stranger
Half a monster
Half a child
[Chorus]
Heart like a war drum
War drum
War drum
Beating on my ribs like it's calling for blood
Shadows on the ceiling
Screaming I'm done
But I raise my fist
I won't let it flood
Heart like a war drum
War drum
War drum
If it wants a battle
Then I won't run
Trembling
Broken
Barely holding on
I turn that terror into a battle song
[Verse 2]
Crowds sound like a siren
Even quiet feels too loud
Every future feels like falling
From the edges of a cloud
But I mark each breath like tally marks
On the walls inside my skull
Every panic is a prophecy
I learn to tear apart and dull
[Bridge]
[whispered vocals]
You are not the screaming in your veins
You are not the storm behind your eyes
You are more than all the cruel refrains
You're the one who stands back up
[build] every time you rise
[crescendo]
Let it shake you
Let it shake you
But it won't break you
Won't unmake you
Hold the line
One step
Then one more
Bare teeth to the beast at the door
[Chorus]