Battles

Got me in my head 
Ya I’m messed up don’t know what to do 
It’s a pick and choose battle 
Life is a losing game what a shame x3
For me it’s all the same
The fire is near I am burning inside 
Hoping but crashing (do it all again x2)
Same pattern same routine consistently keeping it straight the things I wish I could hate 
Oh oh ohhhh So here I am alive and well 
This is my story to tell Turing the page
 a new chapter now is it good or bad 
Only time will tell ohhh 
The fire is near I’m burning inside 
Hoping but crashing (do it all again x2)
Same patter same routine consistently 
Keeping it straight the things I wish I could hate 
I’m not sure if that’s what I wanted to say 
But it all stays the same no one’s to blame 
Life’s a mess only you have control over what happens next you just have to take the first step then hope for the best ya hope for the best 
God will do the rest
Just hope for the best.