The cost

[Intro]
Hmmmmm
You're clearly lying 
Am I wrong for trying?
Am I wrong for having hope
Really, I’m just trying to cope
(leaving you with a note)

[verse 1]
They are telling me to leave it 
To not read the book again 
And I hear them 
Still, I don’t want this to be done 
I don’t want to be on the run
I want to face it 
Taking my problems head on 
(I want to face it)
(Taking my problems head-on)

[pre-chorus]
Maybe I’m stuck. Maybe I’m lost
But I won’t forget what it cost…….
[break]
[chorus]

I’m holding on to something real
Even if it’s just the way I feel
You say move on, I say not yet
There’s more to learn, no regrets
I wasn’t wrong for trying
Not for hoping, not for fighting
I’m still here, I’m still growing
And the light in me is showing
[Verse 2 – make it more aggressive]
Don’t want to make a fool out of myself
But it seems you’re playing a game 
Giving me all the blame 
Lying to my face 
You’re a waste of space 
I’m rebuilding myself 
Why won’t you go leave me alone 
You come back, giving me hope 
But I know how this go’s
Telling me I must mature 
But really, I need a cure 
Need to open my eyes 
See through your lies 
At least I know now the cost 
It's this feeling of being lost……

[finale chorus]

I’m holding on to something real
Even if it’s just the way I feel
You say move on, I say not yet
There’s more to learn, no regrets
I wasn’t wrong for trying
Not for hoping, not for fighting
I’m still here, I’m still growing
And the light in me is showing
[bridge]

Your name holds no more meaning 
This is me leaving 
Done with feeling
Everything deep within……
T.S

Alternative R&B/ emo rap