For my better half

You say that its evil
And if i do it so am i
But it brought you to me
So i cant agree and give a sigh
We spent so many hours
Talking about this life
We spoke so much
I had to at least try
I would never hurt you
But ive made some big mistakes
And they shaped out lives
And changed us in so many ways
In all of my visions about this life
I always had you at my side
I couldnt believe it 
When you left i wanted to die
I had to take a moment
Had to take a breath
I replayed all our years together
To see what i had left
I never tried to hurt you
Tho it happened anyway
I only tried to love you
I bleed out for you any day 
Now were not together
Its been years, i still look back
But i cant find the moment
Where out lives went so off track
You were the one who held my heart
I told it all to you from the start
You know all my secrets
I thought you loved playing your part
If i was wrong then please forgive me
A truer heart youd never find
To everything you didnt love
To all of it i was blind

Gothic electronica