For my better half

You say that its evil

And if i do it so am i

But it brought you to me

So i cant agree and give a sigh

We spent so many hours

Talking about this life

We spoke so much

I had to at least try

I would never hurt you

But ive made some big mistakes

And they shaped out lives

And changed us in so many ways

In all of my visions about this life

I always had you at my side

I couldnt believe it

When you left i wanted to die

I had to take a moment

Had to take a breath

I replayed all our years together

To see what i had left

I never tried to hurt you

Tho it happened anyway

I only tried to love you

I bleed out for you any day

Now were not together

Its been years, i still look back

But i cant find the moment

Where out lives went so off track

You were the one who held my heart

I told it all to you from the start

You know all my secrets

I thought you loved playing your part

If i was wrong then please forgive me

A truer heart youd never find

To everything you didnt love

To all of it i was blind