Bitter and Jaded

Look in my eyes what do you see
Do they look dead or do you see me
We once knew where to look and had something real
But you took your own path now I no longer feel
My soul is numb my heart betrayed 
Im left to doubt every word you ever said
My worlds gone cold and very dark
Blame all you want but you removed your spark 

I will resent for the rest of my days
Karma will get you for your hurtful ways
Once a warm love and a bond so strong
But it was your choice to end our love song 

You can replace get a man and be free
But you will always be stuck with me
Your first love father of your son
At one time you said I was the one 

You grew tired judgemental unable to forgive
You took peace and joy from the life I live
You think your a victim and I am your cancer
But  you'll learn that your wrong and won't have the answer 

You might think your new life is good
Forgetting the love you for which you stood
But peace will never be complete for you
And you will always be haunted by the things you do 

You can replace get a man and be free
But you will always be stuck with me
Your first love father of your son
At one time you said I was the one 

You could never rise up never forgive 
You chose a path for ou to live
You let go of your good and produced a cold heart
Never gave me a chance you were determined to part 

Youve been harsh and even cruel
You torched my peace and hate was your fuel
Nothing stood solid not morals rings or vows
Self concern and tearing me down became your sacred cows 

You can replace get a man and be free
But you will always be stuck with me
Your first love father of your son
At one time you said I was the one 

I hope you're happy I hope you're proud
Your disdain has been broadcast clear and loud
Do you not know this will all return
And in the pit of guilt and regret your heart will burn 

Youve been resilient you won your war
Now you can't hurt me any more
Once im gone and out the door
You'll have time to suffer as  the universe evens the score 

Adios, sorry I wasn't your ideal
Or maybe I was and your fate you did seal

Gritty Hip-Hop Beat with Old-School Vinyl Scratches and Funky Bass, male