Bitter and Jaded

Look in my eyes what do you see

Do they look dead or do you see me

We once knew where to look and had something real

But you took your own path now I no longer feel

My soul is numb my heart betrayed

Im left to doubt every word you ever said

My worlds gone cold and very dark

Blame all you want but you removed your spark

I will resent for the rest of my days

Karma will get you for your hurtful ways

Once a warm love and a bond so strong

But it was your choice to end our love song

You can replace get a man and be free

But you will always be stuck with me

Your first love father of your son

At one time you said I was the one

You grew tired judgemental unable to forgive

You took peace and joy from the life I live

You think your a victim and I am your cancer

But  you'll learn that your wrong and won't have the answer

You might think your new life is good

Forgetting the love you for which you stood

But peace will never be complete for you

And you will always be haunted by the things you do

You can replace get a man and be free

But you will always be stuck with me

Your first love father of your son

At one time you said I was the one

You could never rise up never forgive

You chose a path for ou to live

You let go of your good and produced a cold heart

Never gave me a chance you were determined to part

Youve been harsh and even cruel

You torched my peace and hate was your fuel

Nothing stood solid not morals rings or vows

Self concern and tearing me down became your sacred cows

You can replace get a man and be free

But you will always be stuck with me

Your first love father of your son

At one time you said I was the one

I hope you're happy I hope you're proud

Your disdain has been broadcast clear and loud

Do you not know this will all return

And in the pit of guilt and regret your heart will burn

Youve been resilient you won your war

Now you can't hurt me any more

Once im gone and out the door

You'll have time to suffer as  the universe evens the score

Adios, sorry I wasn't your ideal

Or maybe I was and your fate you did seal