In the Ruins

Got to stop lying to me

Never was I meant to be

Ripping my heart out my chest

Just to prove that I’m not worthless

(T.S)

I don’t sleep

I’m no longer in control

I really fell too deep

You played your role

Now you’re gone, took my soul

All your words were knives in disguise

Cutting deep, hidden under lies

But I see through the smoke and screen

Truth’s more bitter than it ever seemed

Now I'm picking up the pieces you left

Haunted by the silence and what's next

You broke me just to feel alive

But I’m still standing, barely survived

I believed in every word you said

But it buried me in doubt and cement

Hmm…

What’s the reason for me hurting?

Why’s it always got to be me?

Alone, unhappy, drowning in uncertainty

You’ve moved on — you’re gone, now you flee

I regret the day we met

Lightin' cigarettes, trying to forget

Can’t let go, but deep down I know

I need to grow — guess I’m too slow

Pain’s leaking out, and it’s starting to show

(it’s starting to show)

Now I'm picking up the pieces you left

Hmm... Haunted by the silence and what comes next

You broke me just to feel alive

But I’m still standing, hmm... barely survived

I believed in every word you said

Hmm... But it buried me in doubt and cement

Hmm... maybe someday I’ll forget

But for now, I live with the wreck

Not healed, just learning to cope

In the ruins, I’m holding onto hope

Now I'm picking up the pieces you left

Hmm... Haunted by the silence and what comes next

You broke me just to feel alive

But I’m still standing, hmm... barely survived

I believed in every word you said

Hmm... But it buried me in doubt and cement

T1S