Sorry

sorry i am feeling alone

you’re not coming home

your heart in my arms — you’re crying

sorry i am feeling alone

you’re not coming home

your heart in my arms — you’re crying

what happened to us was bound to happen

lets keep it real

i’m happy for you despite my feelings

won’t let that spill

don’t want no sorries apologizing wont make it heal

but after all that happened I’m glad you remained yourself still

on the flip i was stupid for never coming for you

I made mistakes now I’m taking the blame, the bed I made where I lay in a daze

wasn’t the truth but “i love you” was sorta vague

kept on blurring the lines, when its through you wont see me beg

but ima stand alone- and watch you flourish with no hand to hold

cuz you don’t need nobody else

you’re better on your own

And I’m too broken for u, it’s for u so ima let it go

cuz gettin even isn’t the way for me to get better so…

guess thats all it is, i guess the truth was i was full of shit

made empty promises, promising I’d pull through but then i went and broke em

I caught the words stuck in my throat ‘fore I spoke em

sorry i am feeling alone

you’re not coming home

your heart in my arms — you’re crying

sorry i am feeling alone

you’re not coming home

your heart in my arms — you’re crying

You said, “love me like you mean it,”

I said, “give me time to grow”

But time don’t wait, it don’t rewind,

It just lets people go

Now your tears on my shoulder

Feel like oceans I could never row

I held your heart, but couldn’t hold

The weight of what I didn’t show

And maybe in another life

I’d get it right, I’d show up first

But I was chasing all the wrong things

Leaving you to fight the hurt

Now I’m just a ghost inside a verse

A name that doesn’t make you worse

I hope you fly —

Even if I wasn’t worth your universe

sorry i am feeling alone

you’re not coming home

your heart in my arms — you’re crying

sorry i am feeling alone

you’re not coming home

your heart in my arms — you’re crying

sorry i am feeling alone

you’re not coming home

your heart in my arms — you’re crying

sorry i am feeling alone

you’re not coming home

your heart in my arms — you’re crying