Thoughts about you

I still think about you 
I don’t know if I love or hate you
But you kill me inside
Girl you told me you were my Bonnie and I was Clyde
You said you were here for the ride
And baby my life was no Maybach

I told you I loved you but you couldn’t say it 
Makes sense why our break up wasn’t bad for you, like it was for me
Cuz a month later you had a new man that you said it too, just to get back at me 
Shit killed me, and I would’ve killed for you 
But you grew up getting everything you want so I hope you got what you wanted 
Perfect blonde with hazel eyes 
that was a demon in disguise
Took xans to forget you, but now I wish I was stuck in the sky 

Cuz baby I still think about you
I don’t know if I love or hate you
But you kill me inside
Girl you told me you were my Bonnie and I was Clyde
You said you were here for the ride
And baby my life was no Maybach

And girl you said you saw that 
But you insisted to deceive my feelings 
Don’t wanna paint this picture that ur the bad guy but this is my perspective 
You ain’t my dream girl but for some reason your still in my dreams 
For some reason when I get random numbers calling me I hope it’s you when it rings 
You were supposed to heal my scars but you made them worse and made more 
I already tried to cry for help, but now I sit here and bleed
Now I won’t put my 110 percent in for a girl, cuz when she breaks my heart it’s gonna sting 

Cuz baby I still think about you
I don’t know if I love or hate you
But you kill me inside
Girl you told me you were my Bonnie and I was Clyde
You said you were here for the ride

Contemporary R&B, singing heart out, romantic, sexy, vibey, bass guitar, rap, hip hop